Calli's Thoughts After Watching Ame's Final Stream 【Mori Calliope / HololiveEN】

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[sse]

All those 100k people probably feel the same. When I see the "Livestream is offline", I do nothing but looking at it while feeling empty

[saber_xyt]

I don't even know what to do after the stream ended i was js sitting there 😭

[lizlizbianrosethornsword]

Calli..your feelings are very relatable and valid. Honestly speaking? I miss Ame already. In truth? I am still crying. But we will move on together strong Dad! We will!

[custodesmarco]

I actually cried. When she watched the fan made song, during the last scene when Ame left Gura in her detective outfit... I don't know why but a sense of emptiness overcame me, and I almost started sobbing.

[beeno]

i was staring at the monitor for 20 min straight not crying ofcourse

[Frostz]

Last month was Aqua, this month is Ame, I'm not just feeling empty inside, I feel like there's a blackhole inside pulling me.

[joaoartur]

I understand what Calli means. When I saw the "Livestream is offline" message after the end of the stream and it finally, *truly, * sank in that that was the last time I would ever see that on Ame's channel, I felt empty inside in a way I had never felt before. I wasn't even crying - I had already bawled my eyes out during the final member's karaoke on the previous day - it just felt _empty._ Like I had a hole in my chest that nothing could fill, and honestly that felt much worse.

[CyanAlmond]

Just like an alcoholic, a workaholic is using work to press the pain, It is just another coping mechanism that I am doing right now

[senny-]

For some reason, Ame reminded me of 2020 so much. She just debuted and I was just discovering Hololive, and she was my first. Four years later and we've all been different people than we were four years ago. Just thinking about that, and the fact that a big part of what made my past will be gone, made me bawl my eyes out. It's the first time I've ever cried this hard on a Holomem.

[MOONWOLF]

Calli hit the nail on the coffin. The feeling of "dang".

[saber_xyt]

I love calli shes so strong! A cute strong reaper<3

[sev]

The stream emotionally drained me. I watched from beginning to the end with sadness, and ended up passing out hard. No tears, but just low energy for those sad vibes. I'm happy to have said goodbye to our detective

[NickTheMemeDaddy]

I think the hardest part is that there’s not only this lingering, empty feeling; but also this feeling as if something is missing or lost. And the worst part is that we know what’s missing. Its Ame. I’ve watched several graduations before through the years, and with every single one, there is always this feeling of emptiness when you see that live stream go offline and hear the silence around you. I always wait, tricking myself into thinking that the live stream will pop back online and I’ll be told its all a joke. But it never does. Its always hard to close that tab at the very end, knowing the last stream is actually over. And That acceptance is really the most painful part of it all.

[sinfulbakaa]

We feel you Calli. After I saw Ame's final stream and I was crying honestly but like she said "we'll see you later"

[DawnOfTheOzz]

It's like watching the end of a show in it's final season. You get to the end and just think, "What now?"

[MattBrain]

I just closed the stream the second Ame said her last bye and was about to walk off-stage
I absolutely did not want to see the "livestream offline" note

[Zero-Pass]

The whole stream was emotional, I cried like a child for a good chunk of it. Thanks for these 4 years Ame

[DaimonAnimations]

I didn't watch much EN so it doesn't affect me that much but when Coco left, it broke me beyond believe and Aqua's reminded me a lot of Coco's graduation so it hurt me as much, so I understand how the EN fans must be feeling right now. We can't do anything else but keep moving forward.

Also it never gets easier.

[ZippyVtuber]

Yeah….people say we overreact when people graduate (in general, I know Ame’s case is different) and how we treat it as a funeral, but…unless you knew them in their past life it can really be like if they died, in a way. Yeah the person is still there but the character, who they were on screen and also just not having a way to interact with said person…at best, it’s MIA.

It really depends. I did somewhat hear about Ame’s past life, but idk if many others will…

[joss_py]

that silence after Ame finished her stream, I was there, looking at my screen in silence feeling empty and numb, totally understandable for Calli to wanting to stream, thats the best way to forget a little the sadness