Torn to Pieces - Pop Evil

Here I'll sit all alone
Like an airplane
On the edge of a sky full of solid gray
Staring at the ceiling
Tell me that I'm dreaming
Oh, I wish you were here today
All these days I know I'll never get back
All the words that I always wish you would've said
All these dreams that we had,
Now fade to black
Try to wash it away

I'm torn to pieces
I'm broken down
I still see your face when you're not around
I sit here in misery wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be

Here I'll float through the air like a waterfall
Then I sink to the bottom like a cannonball
Having trouble breathing, suddenly I'm screaming
"Why wasn't I good enough?!"

Even though I know you're not gonna come back, I can't wash it away
I'm torn to pieces
I'm broken down
I still see your face when you're not around
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be

I'm torn to pieces
I'm broken down,
I still see your face when you're not around
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be

It's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces
It's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces

Even though I know you're not coming back, I can't wash it away
I'm torn to pieces, I'm broken down.
I still see you're face when you're not around
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be

I'm torn to pieces.
I'm broken down (I'm torn to pieces)
I still see your face when you're not around (I'm torn to pieces)
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be.

[eviltoothpick]

I lost my father when i was 12. Over 15 years later and he still haunts me. The things ill never have. The future that was stolen from me.

[kennethshamblin]

In memories to my 2 brothers gone too soon one to a drug overdose and my other two days after getting back from Iraq he commit suicide. Then i was so lost i turned to heroin and meth and pills to hind the pain and then I realized i was hurting my love ones and my self so i said a prayer and God showed me the way back from hell. So as of today im 6yrs sober and very blessed to have my life back..

[johnchildress]

Had never heard this song until my brother posted it to facebook. He recently lost his wife to a horrible car accident. Perfect song for him. Kenny if you see this I love you man she was taking way to soon. You and those four kids stay strong it's what she would want. Again love you man.

[lpfanatic]

When I lost my husband of 5 years to a heart attack after the paramedics did everything to save him I went out to my car for a rage scream and turned it on, this was the first song that came on the radio. To this day I still can't listen to this song without getting emotional and remembering that night. It's amazing how fast life can change and those you take for granted can be gone.

[benniemartin]

The lyrics hit me deeper and deeper every time I listen to this song

[toosalty]

Makes me think about the military, my father served 15 years. Thank you to all active and retired members! Always remember the ones fallen!

[leigh]

Pop evil ..underrated they need the love they deserve..words cut like a knife

[wheathin]

How I miss you Melissa. You are, were, and will ALWAYS be the love of my life. Thank you for the time you gave me. You will never be forgotten but FOREVER loved and missed!!!

[deea]

A song that says, "There has been no closure; these wounds are still open. What could I have done differently? Oh, the regret..." The mood, the tone, and the emotion are so realistically conveyed as he sings. It never fails to take me back through my own life to touch, once again, on various people and situations that have long since passed.

[KileeSecrist]

Having trouble breathing, suddenly I'm screaming
"Why wasn't I good enough?" 

[jasonsterling]

Found this song when I was at the lowest of a break up. Belting out this song as a drove around really helped. It touched my soul because it said everything I needed to say to her but couldn't

[Nati_Native_Noise]

Tomorrow marks 7 years since my dad passed away. The pain never goes away, it just fades a little more. But i feel blessed, as 7 has always been my lucky number, and I'm living my life better than i ever have. He's forever walking with me

[wyldde]

My dad and I never seen "eye to 43...he passed away 8 years ago ..I was there when he breathed his last breath, and in those last couple of moments him and I seemed to connect .
And all the bad and good came through in those moments and I knew he loved me ...I sure miss you dad I miss you everyday....I LOVE YOU DAD

[savannah]

Wow did the person with the first comment write this song. Nailed it. But opening your eyes realizing you lived your life in complete denial and wasted so much time is hard. And how could we be that wrong? But I have been. Its earth shattering and it consumes you if you let it. I has me. But no truth has ever been spoken better. Thank you
I'm not alone after all.

[scottwebster]

IN MEMORY OF MY SON.. YOU WERE ONLY 2 YEARS OLD WHEN YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME.. I HOPE IM HALF THE MAN YOU WANTED ME BE.. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU RIP BRANTIN

[brianmarshall]

I saw Pop Evil live this past summer, and this song reminds me of my younger brother who passed away when he was 12 years old from cancer and when Pop Evil started playing this song I completely lost it and I started crying. It's a beautiful song about losing a loved one.

[StatNote]

Songs makes me think of my grandpa, i lost him about 4 years ago and i haven't been the same since. these lyrics hit me hard and it's one of the few songs to bring me to tears.

[ikiraxdraco]

RIP Junior. We had our lives planned out, but nothing is ever written in stone. I hope to see you again one day. Until then....rest in paradise.

[wheelermaster]

song reminds me of my uncle. lost him when I was seven. but just seeing all these people who lost loved ones brings the tears to my eyes. I love every single one of you. you all are the greatest human beings to be around. we are rockers. they cant bring us down. we fight. I love this life. I love you guys

[runone]

I lost my mother on September 16th, 2018 and almost my father to a drunk driver that walked away with minor injuries. Faith has been tested I do my best to take care of my Family, Life can change in a instant take nothing for granted... Health, eyesight any & all blessings, loved ones always go out of the way to be the best you. Bless all who read this 🙏🙏🙏 cherish all those memories with loved ones especially Moms & Dads ❤️❤️💛💛❤️❤️