Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug (Official Lyric Video)

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► Animated by @itslennnie


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►Lyrics:

I don’t feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks And now we’re outta touch

I’ve been driving in LA
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that’s bound to break Snap my psyche like a twig

And I just wanna see
If you feel the same as me

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive

Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair

A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat

I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Guess I’m just broken and broke

The prescriptions on its way

With a name I can’t pronounce And the dose I gotta take
Boy I wish that I could count

Cuz I just wanna see
If this could make me happy

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive

Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair

A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
there’s water in my boat

I’m barely breathin’ Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive
That’s gotta survive

#EmBeihold #NumbLittleBug
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I wish I could "heart" every single one of your comments - while it makes me sad to see that so many people relate to this feeling, my heart is full from the little support community we've created here. Sending you all the biggest, fattest hugs in the universe ❤

EmBeihold
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"Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"
This hits hard.

theodoreftm
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I gotta say, I love the fact that the caterpillar is talking to butterflies. It’s how I feel on a daily basis. Like I’m talking with people who have their life together while I’m struggling to get out of bed every morning. Beautiful song, beautiful video. Thank you so much for this song.

markmcburney
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"Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"
This has been me since '19. Songs like this are important because in our darkest nights, they remind us that we're not alone. And sometimes that's enough to hang on till tomorrow

muostanleyekene
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I've always said that depression isn't about sadness, it's about abscence. The abscence of feelings, the abscence of meaning.. you just feel empty. This song describes this sensation very accurately. Every time I'm in a period of apathy, like now, I sing to this out loud.

minilika
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This was an perfect depiction of mental illness and the things that go through our heads. I know at least or me it felt as if I wrote it because I’ve said and felt every lyric before in my life. It’s real and I can’t explain how thankful I am for this song, that there is at least one person out there that felt the same way. And now I get to see there were many others. I was never as alone in this feel as I feared I was.

eileen
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I just realized that the "twinkle" in the bug's eyes form a sad face. Such a small detail but it hits me every time. Our eyes really tell a story our mouths can't... no matter how much we try to hide it. Hugs to us, numb little bugs xoxo

azquiahlobido
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When a song understands you better than your friends and family-

Xavierpng
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"Body's in the room but ur not really there"
"Empathy inside but u don't really care"
Those two lines are a summary of my entire life-

elm
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This may just be me overthinking and over analysing things but I like how the main bug was a caterpillar. A caterpillar that wont be like that forever, that will grow into a beautiful butterfly. A caterpillar that wont feel like that forever. To everyone in the coments saying that you relate to this song, please know that you are not alone and this feeling IS NOT PERMANENT! It will get better!

Me-fnkd
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Never had depression, but this also relates to severe burn out / compassion fatigue in the medical / helping field--which I have felt. Beautiful song

angie.castle
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“Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die.”

Exactly how I feel and it’s so hard to explain. This song describes how I feel every day and it’s the perfect song to listen to when I’m feeling down, because it truly reminds me that I’m not alone. 💙

the.canine.corner
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" Like you have empathy inside, but you don't really care" hit me the hardest

girlsjustwannahavefun
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It’s so refreshing to find a depression song that touches on the middle feelings like this one does, I’ve never felt suicidal (thankfully) but I know I have days where I don’t want to do anything, and this song is a breath of fresh air, knowing I’m not alone here.
Depression isn’t fun, nor is it a one trick pony, it comes in many forms. And I’m happy to see this form get a lil attention in such a bop song bout a bug lol

ckiesart
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"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"

Hits me hard literally thinking about that years, sees this song in instagram. The amount of relatable lines gets this song a good attention

lonelynight
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"Like your body's in the room but you're not really there"

That line made me put my head in my hands and just cry. Yeah. Yep, that's where I'm at right now.

RoSpacesingOut
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Touched all the chords
‘Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care’ yup

Hang in there everyone, you can do it

barricade
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The bugs in this animation had me 🥺 the whole time
P.s. the song slaps Em I’ve had it on repeat for an hour

RoRyWebley
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Best song I've heard in a long time. So incredibly accurate and honest. You've got a very bright future!

MCLARK
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I'm a Japanese junior high school student.  Your songs has saved me. Thank you!

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