Citizen Soldier x @Halocene Wish I Could Cry (Official Lyric Video)

Sometimes numb feels safer than feeling.

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[CitizenSoldier]

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[Halocene]

MASSIVE thank you to Citizen Soldier for believing in us. SO excited to TOUR TOGETHER!!

[jonparker]

I don't think a song has hit me harder. " A million thoughts on my head and they all want me dead but I'm too good at holding them down." This song is what I've needed for years.😊

[wyftyfm]

Who here feels like that they forgot how to cry

[Cosmicgothx]

As someone who went through apathy, this song... Is so perfect. The feeling of feeling hollow while so full is such a heavy thing

[RedBalance_]

I adore the icy visuals of this one, like ice that won't melt, eyes that won't cry.

[dramaticallydreaming]

I've lost the ability to cry about 9 years now. Lord knows what I would give to be able to cry again. Treasure the tears guys ❤️

[michaelsimpson]

This song describes how I’ve felt for years

In my life I’ve been through a lot and I lost my ability to cry out of sadness and while I have emotion it becomes more difficult to be sad when I can’t cry from it and yall always describe me through your songs thank you for making this music

[Fenyxclips]

Didn't expect to encounter a song that I instantly love. Been wanting to cry for a long while. "There is NO healing in NOT feeling ANYTHING" hit quite hard even for how true it is. "My life is full of love but I'm empty."

[ShadowWing]

"Wish I could cry right now"
You have no idea how many people you saved and how much you've helped. This collaboration is a true miracle, thank you for those beautiful sounds^^

[dubinator]

I have been waiting for this song since I first heard it in the shorts. It's everything I've imagined it being. It real. It's something that I wish people in my life could hear. They might finally understand me at least on some level. I've had so many arguments with family over "not caring" when the truth is I've just numbed my emotions because I grew tired of the pain that came with feeling. And it's reached a point where I just wish that I could feel anything at this point rather than just being numb to the world around me. "I'm living not alive." It really describes things so well.

[oggo]

Each new song is a new peak, and this one is no exception ❤ To this day I'm still amazed at how you are able to transfer all the emotions into words

[thefaceofdeath]

There are very, very few songs that can transcend just being a song and flawlessly express raw human emotion, and even fewer songs that can do it on the first listen. This is one of those rare songs. Absolute perfection, from the lyrics to the slow build-up of the instruments in the background and how it truly symbolizes how bottling up our emotions will eventually cause us to break. Halocene does such an amazing job contributing here too. Absolutely amazing work.

[KarenLeeTLS]

Gut wrenching lyrics. 😢 Appreciate your honesty.

[lilian_fortane]

Here we go ! A great collab with a great tour is coming 🖤

[reliuscb]

You guys always hit hard with the lyrics. "I really wish I could cry right, but I'm afraid I've forgotten how" kind describes what my life has turned into; people always tell me that I'm never upset, sad or something... They only see my smile, even on my worse moments... Appreciate how you guys can express what others like me can't ❤

[destanyreneecoffey]

I'm 22 weeks pregnant and found out on February 6th that my baby has a rare condition that has effected her development in a way that gives her a 1 in 16, 000 chance of being alive when she's born and an even smaller chance of living past a week old. Some days I find it hard to cry because of how much I've been crying since I found out. This song really hits me hard. Citizen soldiers music is the only thing getting me thru this.

[mandaloo]

God this is hitting me to the core, and bringing tears out, which is very much needed. I've been dealing with the ups, downs, why after 27yrs of first being diagnosed with chronic depression and anxiety, the hell, trauma from toxic fam, friends, and what I believed was true love. 2014 diagnosed with PTSD, and I also now deal with chronic illness. After my last relationship broke me to my breaking point, I have tried. Not one friend still around, and growing up in what I thought was a loving, close, family, aunts, uncles, sis, all. But reality hit n I have my dad, who I trust 99% and my daughter, who is only one I know without doubt loves me 100% of the time. Not
I feel like I'm just a lost cause, but because of my daughter I refuse. Pray it is going to get better, I believe God has me still here for a reason. But I will also fight n hell, and come outta the fire for my daughter

[rdwjzpi]

"I just want to break down, I'm ready" there's so much in these words (in that whole verse, too), that I don't even know how to explain it
I didn't think it could be put so breathtakingly accurate, both in terms of the words and the voice they are sung in

[CK-lrsd]

Ouch.😂 that hurt... another incredible song and the vocals on both parts are incredible! Sending hugs to anyone that wants/needs them!🤗🤗🤗