BLÜ EYES - my body hates me (Official Lyric Video)

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Video directed/edited/colored by Brittany Berggren
Song written by BLÜ EYES, Noah Conrad, Jonny Shorr
Song produced by BLÜ EYES
Mixed by Keith Armstrong
Mastered by Justin Shturtz

Lyrics:
In 12 months
It feels like I’ve aged 12 years
And half of
The time I’m only halfway here

My acupuncturist says
Relationships take work
Or they go under
You drag somebody through hell
And then you both get burned
Guess it’s no wonder

My body hates me
I hate it back
We don’t talk much
It’s kinda sad
God, I miss being friends
Now we just live together
Nothin more than that
I kinda hate my body
And she hates me back

I pushed her
a little too hard sometimes
Asked too much
and never even thought about it twice

She kept on sending me signals screaming
take a break
I said I’m busy right now and looked
the other way
knocked the wind outta me really put me
in my place
Threw me on my face
Yeah

My body hates me
I hate it back
We don’t talk much
It’s kinda sad
God, I miss being friends
Now we just live together
Nothing more than that
I kinda hate my body
And she hates me back

She kept on sending me signals screaming
take a break
I said I’m busy right now and looked
the other way
knocked the wind outta me really put me
in my place
Threw me on my face

My body hates me
I hate it back
I just miss the one
that I used to have
God I wish were friends
But we just live together
Nothin more than that
I kinda hate my body & she hates me back

[iloon]

It's amazing how you continue to describe what a lot of us are going through. Thank you for creating these healing songs <3 I definitely pushed my body over the edge more than once. I don't hate my body anymore though and I know she doesn't hate me either. She is trying to take the best care of us even when I didn't. I'm trying to learn to listen to her more. To everyone doing the same, I wish you all the very best!

[thatgoblin]

I'm sad I just found this song, I could have used this when I first realised that I am chronically ill and that now even 2 years later its still undiagnosed and I'm still searching for answers

[rachelnelson]

To everyone who reads this, I'm so proud of you, and you are so incredibly strong. This song, and ready all the comments is making me cry. Being sick for so long with no real answers or solutions can be so isolating. Its felt like my body is trying to sabotage me, some days it hard to want to continue and try. It breaks my heart to see so many people also struggling with this.

[ChronicallyLindsay]

These lyrics hit so hard as someone who lives with chronic illness and disabilities. Thank you!!! This song is beautiful and put words to so much of how i've been feeling.❤️❤️

[Nina-uozz]

All of your music speaks to the soul, and is relatable completely.
This song hits home the most. Been living 10 yrs with chronic illnesses and this song is the best at explaining exactly what it's like living with an illness. Sending love to everyone who is fighting everyday. We fight the same fight, and fight together. 💙

[jasper.xavier]

i have fibro and a couple other illnesses. i’m in a flare up and so sick. it hurts. blu’s songs keep me going knowing i’m not alone. i’m happy someone understands me. i just wish none of us had to suffer…😢

[trainingmansbestfriend]

if i didn’t ignore my chronic pain and insane fatigue i’d never do anything. sometimes it’s necessary to ignore just so you can be normal sometimes and walk through the mall with friends or dance at a party 😔

[MusicalMeadows]

I was supposed to be at your concert tonight, but alas my body is, in fact, hating me right now, too much for me to push through. So I'm drinking tea under a blanket and listening to your songs from only a few miles away. I wish I was there, and hope that tonight's concert (and the rest of your tour) goes wonderfully <3

[gelifilms]

Agh I know I've already commented but I really love the metaphor of a friendship breakup with your own body because it literally feels like THAT. GOD you are my favorite underrated artist.

[jae]

Found you on insta. ❤️ I relate to this on the body issues level and the medical level. Almost died in a car accident and my spine arm n legs arent the same need surgies and cant work anymore im only 30 happened at 21. Ill be in pain the rest of my life. EVERYONE HERE LOVE YOURSELVES ❤️ 🙏

[punnyhoney.cosplay]

Great, another song of yours that describes my feelings over my chronic illnesses so well that I'll be playing on repeat😭😭😭😭

[hallyhop]

I love the way this is shot, with you just randomly moving around the steps and posing. The curtain thing made me chuckle 😅

[theresafiore]

I know this can go for everyone regardless of gender, but to me this song explains exactly what it feels like to be a woman, especially those with pmdd. Stuck forever in a body that never quite feels yours: a body designed to house and care for another body but hardly functions for us. A body that brings us so much physical and mental pain for the sake of “reproductive functions” that we never asked for.

[gelifilms]

OH MY GOD THE METAPHORS AND CONTRASTS IN THE LYRICS. This is some of the best writing, it reminds me of miss Swift!! Always love that your songs are relatable but bops. You always tackle different introspective topics and most of your stuff is in my sad insecure gifted kid burnout playlist 😭 please please keep on writing. 💖

[caitlynosullivan]

Thank you for making music that describes my struggle. Listening to your beautiful voice and lyrics is so cathartic.

[blimeyhermione]

I relate to this song a little too much. Thank you for writing it and sharing with the world.

[cadulina]

Thank you ❤
Not only the pain, you have to keep reminding people that it still hasn’t miraculously gone away 😔 #fibromyalgia #chronicpain

[princessjamaimaarecta]

I really really really love this. I love your music because it’s so relatable after being sick for more than twelve years.

[aomegarcia]

I've never felt so connected with a song than this. Cuz it's been a year for me since I've had symptoms and a diagnosis. And it's an amazing song that many can relate with. And I hope u had a great concert in LA

[hallyhop]

Love this location! It's so beautiful and well composed