I didn’t know it was our last time together.

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I didn’t know it was our last time together • an escapism playlist
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My Channel is a non-monetized music channel on YouTube, created and operated by one anonymous individual under the alias Navo159. My Goal is creating the ultimate escapism music library on YouTube, for people that need to escape reality, even for a second. I also network with artists and labels, so that their music can be heard and supported. Every Artist name along with the track title is always in the description of every video. So, if you want to support the artists, go and support them on their respective streaming platforms as well. Furthermore, all of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. And lastly, thank you so much for being a part of a wonderful community. Never thought I would be able to help so many people. Let's escape this reality together, at least for a moment. I will never stop making these videos. I just love music, and love sharing it with others who love it too.

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song list:
00:00 Headphone Activist - scrolling through the internet
02:24 Antent - hope to see you again slowed
05:03 Antent, Nectry - Farewell
07:04 Antent, Headphone Activist - before winter's call
09:19 A vow - As the light fade
11:30 lloyd vaan - present (slowed reverb)
14:07 Limerance - yves tumour (slowed reverb)
17:04 My head is empty - perpetual (slowed reverb)
19:40 Antent - first snow (slowed reverb)
21:55 Antent - your eyes (slowed)
24:27 Alix., Antent - it's going to be alright
26:29 METAHESH - Among the Starts
29:24 Reidenshi - It feels like Ive forgotten something
31:36 Jayan Perera - Cosmos temple

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[navo]

BEST tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:

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Note: All of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. My channel is NOT a monetized channel. My only goal is sharing escapism music to help out people that are sad.

[objectofdread]

Sometimes we don’t want to let go of the things that make us sad, because they were the only thing that made us happy.

[phclaro]

I lost my wife last April 26, I miss her every single second of my day

[noahsepp]

The comments are enough to make a grown man cry.

[iyoushhh]

Life is strange. Some people come in our life, they make us happy, they make us laugh, they teach us to live, they teach us to love and then someday suddenly they go away.
Neither you can call them back, nor you can forget them. You just live with the memories you have of them. You remember those beautiful moments, smiles and sighs...and LIFE GOES ON!

[TheCityofZ]

This is the greatest comment section on YouTube, wishing everyone well on their healing journey

[areyoulisteningtothismusic]

fun fact, under normal circumstances, you will never know when your last time with someone is. always resolve to leave people feeling better than they did before you talked with them. yes that's hard. but it will be worth it. because one day it will be your last time together. make that memory a happy one.

[skybluehaze]

we were the closest of friends, shared all our secrets, talked to each other all night till 2-3am, laughed, cried, argued but still didnt let it ruin our friendship. He was at my uni, and we had fun till he graduated.Then I started to catch feelings for him, wondered if he liked me back. One day i called him and told him everything. How i loved him, his smile, how he makes me feel safe all the time. But I didnt get the reply i wanted. I was devastated. I cried a lot until he reached out back to me. He said we could still be friends. I was happy but still some part of me was sad that i can never get him back.

One day we were casually talking about studies and random things when he just messaged me that he had a girlfriend from the beginning and he was sorry he didnt tell it to me.
I thought he was joking at first cause i thought we both used to share everything with each other. I slowly realised it and you know, and felt "sad".
Then we went silent, we stopped messaging each other. Days went to become weeks, to months. Its been almost a year since we had been talking through the phone, a year since I had last seen him.

When I missed him, i messaged him, asked how he was doing but i never felt the old, joyful replies from him anymore. He texted as if he was uninterested to talk and our talks would be only a hi-bye thing. I thought it was because of his girlfriend and he felt uncomfortable talking to some other girl and i respected his decision. Anyways he was long gone from my heart and i had to move on.

Then a month ago, I was checking my social media account only to stumble upon his account. I opened it only to see that he had unfriended me. It was rather a weird feeling that I knew that our friendship had come to an end but i felt that all the memories we made as FRIENDS were destroyed by this small thing.

Now im sitting here in my room, typing this message listening to this playlist, hoping to move on as all these memories flow in and out of my brain.

Thank you for reading this. Have a great day.



edit: 5 March 2024: hi... I never expected so many people to read this. Thanks to everyone for the replies. It's oddly comforting to find people who get what I'm feeling. This whole thing has me thinking about life, you know? How most of us have been through similar stuff. It's both sad and kinda beautiful to see strangers reaching out, sharing bits of their own lives. It reminds me that, even when we feel alone, we're all in this together – sailing through the same world, finding comfort in the stories of kind people.

[Davvy]

You’ll never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.


I miss her.

[Nova-vfzo]

03.05.2023. It was the last time I saw you. I remember how you used to cook me the best pancakes in the world, how you hugged me, cared about me like no one else did. You were the one that helped me every time I needed it. Not my mom, not father, not brother, not friends or others, only you were with me all the time. You were the one that called me every day. If only I appreciatted that and if only I could help you. Rest in peace my grandma. You will always be in my heart. ♥
Edited: Thanks for your responses. They really warm my heart.

[roxy__goober]

The people here are all gathered as equal. We all need a hug. It's okay to cry, darling. It's what makes you human.

Edit: Please do vent here, or lmk if you need advice or support from me. I love you all so much. You're good enough.

[pages]

I dont think she will ever know how much I really loved her. She is just so unique.

[MexiTyler]

Falling in love is crazy because one second, you’re like “hey, you’re my best friend for life and I’ll love you forever” and the next you never speak to each other again.

[itz_nicobar_ball]

Summer is here.
Summer, the season I met you is here.
A summer without you is here.

[LostWorld-Comus]

To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind may clarity replace confusion. may peace and calmness fill your life.

[Enahseladsit]

Met at a coffee shop. I was working, she started coming in frequently. Memorized her drink. “Jasmine green tea?” “You remember?” “How can I forget”. That’s how it started. I was early 20’s she was 30. She was studying abroad, didn’t have a visa beyond her schooling. After 4 years, she had to leave. Said goodbye at the international terminal. Didn’t know that would be the last time we saw each other. Kept in touch for a bit but life happens. Over 10 years ago…I have no idea what she is doing, if she’s alive, if she’s happy. I have my own life and family now but those memories don’t ever disappear. They make us who we are. So thank you, wherever you are.

[corie_]

Rest here for the night men, but keep fighting tomorrow.

[keatonalameda]

Oh my god... I've never seen anything like these comments. They're beautiful. They're keeping a memory alive. They're making me cry too

[chonkas]

My older sister died 6 days ago. She was 20. I can't believe it. It isn't possible. We still had a whole life to be there for each other. We were supposed to move out together and make something together. We were supposed to be inseparable. She was the only one who I wasn't worried about what I might say or do. What I liked or didn't. And she felt the same. We had been through such hard and rough times together. We understood each other down to the core. I never thought our time together would end so soon. So very soon. Everything I did was everything for her. To make her proud, and make a future for my family. Now I feel so fucking lost. What am I going to do with all the memories? Let them fade over time as I try to move on? Keep reliving my memories from the past and live in sorrow and despair? She was so beautiful. She was everything. I keep thinking I see her, or hear her beautiful laugh. I wish she didn't have to leave me behind. I wish our time together didn't have to end so soon. I can't imagine how our mom feels. I'm so so so sorry mom. I will love you forever and always Cheyenne.

[BigMonke]

She didn't die, but her love for me did. Almost six years together, I know she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me, and I wanted to spend the rest of mine with her. We talked about it so much, but I've struggled so much with anxiety and depression, and I struggled to open up about it. It held me back a lot in our relationship, she did try her best with me. She had patience, but you can't be patient forever. She couldn't hang on for me anymore and had to left go and start her life, now I'm alone clinging to her memory. I will overcome everything that has held me back in my past life, and begin a new one. It starts now. Good luck to everyone else out there, your time of greatness in life will come. Keep moving forward.