From Ashes To New - Monster in Me (Official Video)

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Director: Jensen Noen
Producers: Phoenix Vaughn & Ruth Devereaux & Ashley Haines
Production Company: Blesscode Entertainment
Co-Producer: Jessica Harris
Cinematographers: Jensen Noen & Darren Miller
Production Designer: Albina Kim
HMU Designer: Monica Sabatelli
Techno Jib Op: Cory Hunter
Art Director: Arthur Guimaraes
Prop Master/Set Dresser: Christina Giddens
Gaffer: Arthur Grigoryan
Key Grip: Luis Ernesto Romero
Color: Lunar Edge
VFX: Alex Verenchyck

Lyrics:

Look, to you I’m different
It’s cause I refuse to listen
To all the stupid shit that you include in your opinion
I got enough issues trying to be a human living
In a ruined system while I’m running from a crucifixion
You’ll never get it
I put myself in this position
And nothing you could do could ever worsen my condition
So while you try to play the villain
Understand that I’m the monster in my blood
Looking for a way to spill it

I can’t wait till you see what I make
When I paint the walls red with a gun to my brain
And I can’t wait to see the look on your face
When I lay in my own grave I was never afraid to die
Nah I’m playing
I’d never follow through and I’m never gon’ do what you want me to
I’m staying
My mind’s racing, you think it’s cause of you
But my thoughts are like a room
You ain’t even in my basement

Not a day passes I don’t ask myself who am I
And I have a habit of imagining my suicide
The thoughts I’m having got me battling my stupid mind
Why does every situation have to be a do or die
Have to be a foolish lie
Something that I use to tell myself that always seems to make me lose my cool inside
Makes me think I’m cool with dying
But really all I wanna do is spit the truth and watch my dreams and points of view align

I think there’s something wrong inside my head
I’m getting anxious
I’ve lost all hope I had of staying calm
I cannot stand this
So bite your tongue and walk away because I need a minute
I feel the blood run through my veins and there’s a monster in it

You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster in my blood
You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster I become

My mind’s a prison
Confinement living
The lights are dimmed and no one tries to visit
Time is ticking
To find the missing
Keys to the cell I’m in or die within it
I wish I had a minute I would make amends
With the demons that are moving in my vacant head
Maybe I’d convince ‘em we’d be great as friends
Maybe then they would listen, it’s you we hate instead
I could take my meds or I could pray it ends
Or make a deal with the devil, maybe pay him rent
My only other choice is fill my brain with lead
Or keep on living with the voices till the day I’m dead

Now you know that I’m the only person that can dig my grave
But didn’t pay attention cause I went and did it yesterday
It’s got me thinking that there’s gotta be a better way
I’ll start by laying you to sleep and tuck you in the bed I made
You’ll never get the best of me
I’ll bury you with all my skeletons that always had a negative effect on me
You won’t ever get away
I never hesitate
I’ll close the lid and fill the hole then throw a rose and celebrate

I think there’s something wrong inside my head
I’m getting anxious
I’ve lost all hope I had of staying calm
I cannot stand this
So bite your tongue and walk away because I need a minute
I feel the blood run through my veins and there’s a monster in it

You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster in my blood
You don’t wanna see the monster
You don’t wanna see the monster I become
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[FromAshesToNew]

I feel the blood run through my veins and there’s a monster in it 😈

[ssvaiyn]

I love how Danny and Matt can both take place on Guitar. Love the talent in this band!

[morganeracamier]

This group, this music, this video, this fanbase... everything are incredible ! Thank to all of u guys, you make me happy everyday🥲

[joaniegoetaski-schugardt]

I love how both vocalists of this band can also play too. They’re so versatile which is def why they’re one of my top favorites

[coreymaddo]

Here we go! Yall been killing it. Mad NF vibes but with a FATN feel.

[archdogg]

These guys deserve to be so much bigger than they are. Best band out at the moment!

[WhispyWoods.]

I don’t think I’ve ever heard such a a range of vocal tone just in rapping as this band has 🤘

[tylerpasek]

This deserves way more views. This is straight 🔥. This band has had their own sound for years and they kill it every time. FATN has been right at the top of my list since I was in middle school around 2013-2015ish when “through it all” was at the top. I Would love to see them get the recognition they deserve

[mah]

It is like he ran through so many people's minds to create this song. Absolutely perfect and yet sad at the same time. MONSTER

[Beni__]

From Ashes to New, FiR and I Prevail… we are very well served with rap and metal

[makeupbyaliza]

I’m literally crying from how happy I am this video FINALLY dropped!! Hands down has to be new favorite MV from y’all!💜

[katimitchell]

"I think there’s something wrong inside my head
I’m getting anxious
I’ve lost all hope I had of staying calm
I cannot stand this"
On the daily I relate to this. FATN, there is a reason you are my favorite band. See y'all tomorrow!!

[SnailSnell]

This is the first time Ive heard this band. And I’ve had it on repeat. Wow! Amazing. I love this!!!

[vitorsilveira]

1:43 it was good to use Matt's voice like that, it already serves as an inspiration to do more in the future❤🤘

[kathleenhardy]

I love how you keep pushing the boundaries of your own music. Constantly evolving. This is so damn good. 🤘🏼

[YoungKasanova]

Danny on the guitar 🔥🤘🏻🔥🤘🏻 this band is absolutely incredible

[Metalstrike]

Absolutely KILLER song. Probably one of my favourite FATN songs ever. Love the intensity, LOVE Matt's rapping and the hip hop beats in the background, then the heavy chorus. a great song.

[justicevibes]

Definitely has a couple of different genres in this one song it's unique. I like it. 🔥

[MrFortyanight]

Seeing this band develope from 2013/2014 to this is absolutely amazing to see! My favorite song from the new album and there is not a single bad song on this album! Keep kicking ass !

[VeggieMetalGirl]

Am I the only one who gets sad when the song ends? Also the video has got to be the best mv of the year.