08. Sewerslvt - R.ecalling how to control myself [opnlofishit]

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From the album Don't Be Afraid Of Dying.
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This song is somehow comforting idk why. Hope sewerslvt will randomly upload a song once. Really her songs mean so much to me

noemiezimmer

"Don't Be Afraid Of Dying".
Such a deprecating thought, or so it is when you're depressed.
But to me, today it is *hope*.
I've come closer to death than many, on my own will, but instead of contemplating such a concept for longer, i decided i'd make a friend, for once.
Don't be afraid of dying... I am not afraid of death anymore, but not because i want to die.
Death a concept we, humans, are bound to either hate, be afraid of, or befriend in the end. 'We will all die someday'.
But it isn't an excuse to do nothing. Just because you'll die, because *everyone* will, doesn't mean life should just be... forgotten. Discarded.
On the contrary!
You're living something *unique*. Something with a lot of downs, but just as many ups, if you're willing to try and find them.
And well, why waste something this unique? You can die now, but just a bit of curiosity is enough to believe that *just a little longer*, *just another attempt at something you love* may be enough to end up happy enough to go on without needing any of this.
You're still here, aren't you? Why not try something new? Get a friend, even if you're awkward?
If life around you is unbearable, instead of destroying said life, why not simply move away? Before dying, why not just...
Pick a direction, and go? Doesn't matter where, doesn't matter how.
And if nothing gets better, at least you'll be able to finally say,

"i tried everything".

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Recall... Recall how to control yourself. Your thoughts. Your habits. You could do something else with your own two hands at some point, right?
"Recall that control", isn't necessarily literal.

Controlling yourself... Can mean letting go of some things.
When you're all about controlling everything your life, things will go wrong. Not as planned. People will interfere, life isn't a list of events that happen.
So instead, control your mind. Control your flow, the way you think. And stop yourself from... well, controlling the rest.

*That* 's what this song means to me. Control, in order to lose control. Death of a toxic system, hence the beep at the end. Befriending death.

Thank you sewerslvt, for helping me in the tough task of understanding myself.

(Edited for clarification and spelling. Don't hesitate to tell me what you think.)

thelostsoul

After hearing it many times and downloading to save it in my phone, all i want to say is that this songs for me it represents the feelings of the tittle inside this song, allow to explain a bit further its slow and sad and makes me remember how many times you have to fight within your mind to control yourself, after seeing something awful trying to no let the negative side control you, after you have been hurted and the pain feels dizzy and your head is numb, then that laughing is like that inner self that takes all the negativity and try to hurt you even more, you feel like your head cannot think right but you want to forgive yourself, healing all that happened then peace or collapsing comes whatever you think it is but this song is just a wonderful thing for people who keep going on, no matter what so cheers to everyone even myself because the pain will go away not forgetting just letting them scream those voices all they want eventually they will hear you and we make peace together....

Sorry if there are mistakes, I am nort very good english but i hope it can be understanded.

sfcttp

i'm really glad sewerslvt made this remix :D

the original track has such amazing intro but then devolves into spooky noise, this instead extends the cool intro part into a full tune c:

Ciopekwah

first sewerslvt song i've heard and i love it sm

xKafstel

whats the 8bit chiptune sample from

UPDATE 11/20/2021: it appears to be an onirotrix point never song, hence the title (opnlofishit - opn, onirotrix point never), and another slvt song (i love it when u suffer) with a similar chiptune lead having the same sample according to whosampled

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