MOTHICA - BLOOD (Official Visualizer)

LYRICS
I've been sleepwalking
and I don’t know if you can tell
this changing skin i’m in
I hate this version of myself

but now i’m fading to black
their teeth in me
they way that I bled so easily
but when I look back
I became what they did to me
I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me

I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me all night

shouldn’t have let me in
you’ve just made a grave mistake
my sweet oblivion
cause now I need another taste

I'm weak, I start to attack
my teeth in you
cause baby that’s hurt people do
I can’t take it back
I guess they made me a monster too

I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me all night
I'll make you a believer
if you could love a creature
I don’t want to want your blood
but it’s what keeping me alive

(keeping me alive)

I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me all night
I’ll make you a believer
if you could love a creature
I don’t want to want your blood
but it’s what keeping me alive

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#MOTHICA #BLOOD #NOCTURNAL

[lauraapalmer]

how is possible that i love all your songs? pure talent!

[Fearsia]

This puts into words the fears I have of becoming like my abusers from my childhood. When I was younger, I learned my long-term abuser was abused herself as a kid, and so I thought "if she was abused and is abusing me, then that means when I grow up, I'll become the same, abusing someone". I've since learned that's not necessarily the case but I do notice when hurt I tend to lash out at whoever is causing that pain in me. I'm in therapy though and trying to overcome my trauma memories and become my own person and not the victim I was turned into. Trying to take my life back. And not fall into those impulses I have due to that trauma. Those habits I either observed or was forced into during the abuse. My mom when I broke down almost 2 years ago about my longtime fear said it's not true. She was abused but yet doesn't abuse me.

[yunalizzy]

Fucken chills. That haunting "blood" gives me solid Amy Lee vibes and it makes me so happy.

[gregevans]

A video of a person giving blood and then it being used in different emergency room is what I'm thinking of hearing this song. Love it

[leifriggs]

A closer look at this track blood and the casualty video moved you way up into my favorites.

[andromedeainwonderland]

This song both makes me very sad and very empowered to be better, I love all of mothicas music but this one just hits different.

[jasonlaycock]

🎵I guess that's what hurt people do🎵
The first half of the Blood/Tears saga, they go great together

[garykash]

I'm not sure Mothica is capable of a bad song. Every one you can just leave on repeat.

[wmm]

My favorite song right now. You are a lyrical genius. I often have difficulty describing what I'm feeling, your songs make it so much easier. This one hits me hard:

"I'm weak, I start to attack, my teeth in you
'Cause baby that's what hurt people do
I can't take it back
I guess they made me a monster too"

Thank you so much for existing ❤️ keep making music. You're saving lives.

*Sidenote: I haven't slept in 2 days. I'm going to try the lofi beats. Thank you again.

[waveiiyt]

oftentimes i just go to spotify and press play on your profile because every single one of your songs is so incredible, i *know* i won’t have to skip anything

[ANNA_any]

Their music is now being heard even in the remotest corners of the earth.

[-lovecassy_]

This sounds soo good, freakin adore the lyrics, esp the chorus. Soo proud of youuu 🥺❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[Sol_Arts]

I love the beginning, feeling acoustic and chill~
And when the chorus strikes in. it's just AWESOME!

[eyeyomusik]

So Amazing !! I really enjoyed this song !!!

[darkcitydweller]

Didn't expect something so heavy. This is amazing!!

[gamingon]

After "SENSITIVE" i thought it couldn't be better. Looks like I was wrong. Amazing!

[peytonelizabeth]

❤️❤️ I love it sooo much! ❤️❤️
Can’t wait for the album! It comes out the week before my birthday! So excited!

[HBosman]

Love the voice. That guitar in the background is awesome too.

[zerolucksgivenzeroluckstak]

LOVE THE sound ~ yalll are CRIMINALLY underrated, PLZ INTERNET ~ THIS BAND IS FKN AMAZING <3 keep making music, cant find this vibe anywhere

[who_is_venK]

I can‘t wait for LP. Every song she releases is literally perfect. <3