SSS Tier || CSP Birthday Speedpaint 2020

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✨🎉HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY 🎉✨ TO M E !!🥳

HHHHHNGF FINALLY. IT'S DONE. NOw to get rid of the other list of works/projects/things I gotta draw for OTL

Self-indulgent drawing for myself in between work ;;w;; I feel really happy and proud of myself being able to get this far with my art. If my younger self knew I'd one day reach a point where I'd comfortably decide to draw a robotic owl and not dread the details, they'd seriously flip! All the chorus art I've done for the past 2-3 years really has pushed me to expand my comfort zone and I'm still finding out things I about myself and my art that I can enjoy. There's still some stuff in this drawing I could improve on but I'm still happy none the less ^^

AH right, lil update:

I HAVE A NEW COMPUTER!! MEANINGG NOW MY SPEEDPAINTS ARN'T GONNA BE JUMPY AS SHITTT YAYAYAYAY
ALSO, I'm happy to say I should now be able to stream/game properly ;;w;; (not that I'd game on this channel cuz I suck ass at commentary and reading-- or idk who'd be interested)
I've been kinda really been wanting to stream for some time but under certain circumstances and me having to really prioritize my mental health for some time now I haven't been able to really do it...or post on here ;;

Truthfully I'm extremely nervous and doubtful of myself and now things'll go but I want to look forward, putting my best self and learning from the pain, struggles and be strong not only for myself but for those in my life now. I want to be able to encourage and help in the way that I can and enjoy myself for once.
I'd love to be able to jump back on stream and just talk about art or to you guys because it really is fun!
(even if I'm not a professional or the best or anything)
So....please be patient with me ;;w;;

I have a lineup of stuff I'm a part of/organizing/leading and I really can't wait to release all of it!!

Sorry for rambling, I'm so inactive I wanted to get everything off my chest in one go ;; It'd be awesome to know what kind of stuff would be cool to see on the channel!
lmao who am I kidding ain't no one gonna have the energy to read this giant block of text

but ya anyway bye

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO'S GREETED ME BTW I LOVE YOU ALL MYWAH 💖

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Music by
Awakening - Johannes Bornlof
Add It Up (Instrumental Version) - Nbhd Nick
Wide Open - Gavin Luke

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