Circa Waves - Sad Happy (Official Video)

The first single taken from the 'SAD' side of the album 'SAD HAPPY'.

Lyrics

I was waiting so sad happy,
Thought I lost you in a nightmare dream,
You were too high to hold on.

I was losing all track of time,
For a moment I thought I’d died,
Searching for someone.

But I will not find,
Myself tonight.
No I will not find,
Myself tonight.

But you can’t see,
My hearts made out of concrete,
You know me, I'm sad happy,
You know me, I'm sad happy.

No you can’t see,
My hearts made out of concrete,
You know me, I'm sad happy,
You know me, I'm sad happy.

I was dancing with my eyes wide shut,
Trying not to think too much,
Too high to fall down.

So wait for me sad happy,
I know this feels like a dream,
But the good times will come round.

And I will not find,
Myself tonight,
No I will not find,
Myself tonight.

But you can’t see,
My hearts made out of concrete,
You know me, I'm sad happy,
You know me, I'm sad happy.

No you can’t see,
My hearts made out of concrete,
You know me, I'm sad happy,
You know me, I'm sad happy.

[valk]

Showed this to my friend who is terrified of clowns
He is still scared but now he is vibing under the bed

[maryammustafa]

this song is one of those songs that can’t decide it’s a sad or happy song

[tenebrisanimi]

this song makes me wanna cry and dance at the same time

[Viperahal]

“Heard joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world where what lies ahead is vague and uncertain. Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. Great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up." Man bursts into tears. Says, "But doctor...I am Pagliacci.” - Rorschach

[bryannorman]

I love that early 80s indie/synth pop is making a come back! Nostalgia.

[kidarovaaan]

I've never left comments here but this song is so unbelievably perfect. Actually, the video shows how I feel myself in this life.
It sounds like you're dancing and laughing at the same time. And you know that your emotions are going to explode to the end of the song. And a few moments later you're crying but still dancing. And this is the part of you, something sincere, that nobody will ever see.

Great job, standing ovations.

[shootingstar]

About 3 years ago my closest friend got diagnosed with depression. I never even imagined he could be diagnosed with so, he always seemed happy with a big smile and joking all day. When I listen to this song I can’t help but think about him.

[Marlfox]

I watch this over and over and each time I feel so happy for the really tall clown when he learns how to smile and shows it off to the rest of the group.

[aaroncarter]

This song hit hard for me, because I almost always have a smile plastered on, and I feel so sad yet, I feel happy at the same time. But, because i feel these two emotions swirl into one I feel as if I am being overdramatic, so, I don't talk about this overwhelming need to let all the emotions i feel twisting inside me. The worst part is when no one has noticed the fact that I'm a sad happy, they don't see it so I feel as if I need to lock up these emotions and act if everything is fine. I know this song is different for everybody and not all will understand how this feels but, this song just makes me feel as if I'm not alone in having a sad happy...

[GiraffeFlavored]

The first time in the video most of them genuinely smile is when they are happy for their friend making progress. Even when they weren't quite there yet, his success still gave them joy. Probably something to learn from that.

[kataminedj]

Joker but he gets therapy and doesn’t kill people

[RainbowMyu]

just came here to appreciate and celebrate the 1st year anniversary of this

[camiloandresgarciarojas]

This song is causing a revolution on my youtube suggestions algorithm. Thanks.

[Fredpie]

I remember listening to this song shortly after I got out of a mental ward and thinking how simply difficult life felt. Yet here I am, years later - listening to this rhythm once more and dancing in the dark - stay wonderful, CircaWaves!

[jonathanr]

Such an underrated band. I love you guys

[MajiaMexicana]

This hits hard. I find it hard to properly express my emotions without worrying everyone and not lie about being happy.

Sad happy.

[makrno]

There is no word to describe the feeling of hitting bottom and being a mess, but understanding that knowing it is the first step to start getting better.
Yet, there's a song for that feeling.

[Ldrumz]

I return to this song whenever I feel emotions I don't fully understand. This song makes me express the pain I felt in the past, present and future. Sad happy.

[gigaalphachad]

If you found this music, you're damn lucky.

[Alfonso.V]

We need this lyrics ❤️

I was waiting so sad happy
Thought I lost you in a nightmare dream
You were too high to hold on
I was losing all track of time
For a moment I thought I’d died
Searching for someone

[Pre-Chorus]
But I will not find myself tonight
No, I will not find myself tonight

[Chorus]
But you can’t see
My heart’s made out of concrete
You know me, I’m sad happy
You know me, I’m sad happy
No, you can’t see
My heart’s made out of concrete
You know me, I’m sad happy
You know me, I’m sad happy

[Verse 2]
I was dancing with my eyes wide shut
Trying not to think too much
Too high to fall down
So wait for me, sad happy
I know this feels like a dream
But the good times will come round