This was GROSS (omg) | VLOGMAS DAY 15

Happy Vlogmas day 15! Today Gabby and I are shook at how gross this was! OMG!

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[bethb]

You have a right to feel what you feel regardless. Try not to worry too much about what your subs must think, bc I guarantee that most of us feel nothing but support for your mental/emotional healing. And you know what? I am glad when you talk about it once in a while bc if you weren’t, that’s when you’d really be in trouble. Pretending you are constantly happy and sunny for your image isn’t good for you and could prob lead to some scary things. Take care of you and do the best you feel able to.

[AutumnRenee]

Who needs good morning texts from a man when I get video notifications for your vlogmas♥️😘

[calistarr]

Alex, your mom is truly a gem! She reminds me SO much of my late grandma, with her silver hair, red lips, and hilarious attitude. Sending love to you both ⭐️🌙

[staceysterkowitz]

Youre killing it girl! And your allowed to feel sad! I totally get where you are coming from! Merry Christmas to you and your fam!!

[lstidham]

so many people experience sadness during christmas. it's valuable for you to share what you're feeling...makes people feel less alone to hear your feelings

[juliahobblinn]

I hate that you’re struggling and you are trying to put a brave face on it. You’re bound to be feeling out of sorts it’s totally new for you and it will take some time to adjust to your new normal. Your fearless family are all here for you. Sending you love and a hug from across the pond xx

[oh_its_Liz]

So many of us are dealing with Christmas as the first one after a loss. And while we love to see you happy it's important to acknowledge those moments of intense sadness that move over us like like a wave.

[dayalopez]

You nvr hear her complaining and that's one of the things I love about her. Shes just always so sweet and humble. I can Literally watch her all day. 💖

[kristieshowers]

I love when you show your true emotions and don’t always pretend to be super happy and put on a front for the camera. One of the many reasons why I love you! 😊💗

[adge]

9:23... DONT TOUCH IT!!! Lol Mama fearless is hilarious! She should take over vlogmas for a day like you’re friend gabby did! So fun :)

[dimitraxo]

Going through the same thing. Stay strong. It will pass!! I love you

[angelicaroseg]

Also- girl! Be sad. Be mad. Be happy. Your feelings are your own!

[aspenwalker]

I love the holidays but it’s a hard time over year for me as well I don’t have much family so it’s hard with a new daughter because we don’t have anywhere to really go on Christmas or Christmas Eve but I am so glad you are so open with everything Alex. The holidays are my favorite time of year but also the hardest ❤️

[confessionsofamakeupaddict]

When mama fearless says DONT TOUCH IT... I LOLED

[sweetpeamcgillicuddy]

Cookie, I have some experience with this. And from what I understand, you and 'the man' tried to make a go of it a few times. ...and it did not work! So, you can be sad that you are not with someone - but thats temporary. We both know that, you are a great person and will find someone - but in the meantime, learn to enjoy your own quiet times.. learn who you are - and love yourself. STOP wallowing in feeling sorry for yourself, honestly needed to snap you out of this! I dont think you miss HIM, I think you miss the picture of yourself you had with your 'cozy family' and haven't recreated the scene in your mind yet. You will be fine, you have a ton of people rooting for you (me included!) that knows you will be greater than ever. xxoo

[heathersaylor]

I gotta give it to you girl. You're not disappointing me this year!! Love ya Alex, have a beautiful Sunday doll!! 🎄⛄🎄⛄🎄

[ash_rodz]

I’m so obsessed with you and your mom! I wish my mom and I got along like you guys do. Wishing you and your family the best this holiday season 💗

[megansimpson]

I can’t tell you how much I look forward to watching your vlagmas! I hope you have a great day! ❤️

[carolinesullivan]

My favorite holiday treat is your daily Christmas vlogs! Love you!! 🎅🏻🌲💕

[lovelight]

Hey love! You need to let yourself feel how you need to feel. It's ok to be sad. When I am dealing with sadness I try to let myself feel it but it also does help a lot to remember how grateful and lucky i am to have all the love from my friends and family. Love you so much. Thank you for sharing. The fearless tribe is here for you. ❤