Why I HATE being trans / MtF Transition

hey luvs,

today i am in a messy mood and would love to talk about my horrible trauma with you :-)

hope you're staying open minded and you make smart choices!

enjoy and XOXO,

Luder

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[tiagogomes]

Girl it should be illegal to serve this much cunt omg

[aleaaurora]

slay 💅🏻

aber ich verstehe das mit den outfits voll!! (bin selber mtf trans) man selber braucht das, um sich schön zu fühlen, aber andere mit weniger selbstbewusstsein haten einen, nur weil sie selber keine confidence haben... oft ist es auch schlimmer, wenn man trans ist, sie haben dann das gefühl man müsste deswegen automatisch weniger selbstbewusst sein 🙄 ich höre oft zb "du bist so selbstbewusst, DAFÜR DASS DU TRANS BIST"

anyways tolles video wie immer, du bringst mich und meinen freund immer zum lachen ❤

[kayla_white]

Yeah sexism is real, after transitioning i can't even go out after dark alone without a female friend or two. Last time i tried to go out after dark was because i wanted to walk to the liquor store for a bag of gummy bears and in line a dude ran his fingers through my hair, absolutely creeped out i paid for my stuff and cautiously walked out, as i walked home two guys approached me asking if i wanted to party, i didn't say anything and tried to ignore them, they got enraged and called me an f'ing bitch and tried grabbing my arm, i had to run in heels away. I was totally not prepared to be seen as an object

[KursedCosplay]

People are evil! You're too good for them Luder. It's good to see you again ☺️

[biancadeltarot]

I hear ya love! It has gotten to a point where I just tell them "my pronouns are: boss bitch on work days and get phukt on wknds!" 😅 slay babe❤

[nttie]

girl thankyou for this vid, i hope ur bf gets you flowers, u deserve it

[marcelloshumann]

Becoming such a beautiful woman must be insanely exciting and satisfying. Such an existence is insanely exciting when you can be and enjoy everything you want.

[ViRrOorR]

Haters just project their own struggles and insecurities onto others, because they want to know how a trans "superhuman" would react.
And curious apes have no sense of boundaries in general. Dont let the flops tire you out.

[BabyMatie]

I love you and I love watching all your videos and I think you are gorgeous

[dariozanettefilho]

I LOVE YOU TRANSGIRL BABY KISSES MY LOVE

[potato]

dirty feet opinions don't matter tbh 🤭

[jamesigorreilly]

Hormones are a rollercoaster of emotions … high highs to low lows ! Theirs no evil till you open your eyes and allow the world come into your life ❤ there is help in society and it’s recommended if your doing hormones you should have a good counsel, religious leader or shrink to vent with and guide your emotional needs ❤ just saying it helps !🙏