special (sped up) - sza

[emogemini]

idk, songs like these just hits hard. no matter how beautiful or perfect you are, you will always have this insecurity and heartbreak that you’ll carry around your entire life. there’s this one person that will make you see all your flaws and forget how special you are, you’ll change yourself for them and they’ll eventually just leave you. and then the self hatred begins.

[amariajx]

the ending of this song is actually amazing

[aepioca]

i know im gonna b able to relate to this song in a few months

[saimamishkat]

sza how i'm gonna recover from this song? 🥺🥺🤍🤍

[Ate]

Hen I first heard dis (I normally don’t cry over movies or songs really anything)I shed a tear because I kinda relate to it

[sykl]

Lyrics -
I wish I was that girl from the Gucci store
She never wore any makeup and she owns couture
I got pimples where my beauty marks should be
I got dry skin on my elbows and knees
I never liked her, wanted to be like her
Hate how you look at her, 'cause you never saw me
Like I was an art piece, like I was an ordinary girl
I wish I was special
I gave all my special
Away to a loser
Now I'm just a loser
I used to be special
But you made me hate me
Regret that I changed me
I hate that you made
Just like you
Just like you
I wanted to be thick, now I wanna be thin
Heard Pilates is in, bash your windows out
You gon' hear mouth, you could kick me out
You say I'm too wild, you gon' hate me now
Boy, you got me fucked up, now I'm gettin' fucked up
Thinkin' 'bout us fuckin', why you'd have to fuck her?
I don't wanna see you, why'd you have to treat me
Like I was an ordinary girl?
I wish I was special
I gave all my special
Away to a loser
Now I'm just a loser
I used to be special
But you made me hate me
Regret that I changed me
I hate that you made me just like you
Just like you

[AbnormalAri]

Lyrics >>>

I wish I was that girl from the Gucci store
She never wore any makeup and she owns couture
I got pimples where my beauty marks should be
I got dry skin on my elbows and knees
I never liked her, wanted to be like her
Hate how you look at her, 'cause you never saw me
Like I was an art piece, like I was an ordinary girl
I wish I was special
I gave all my special
Away to a loser
Now I'm just a loser
I used to be special
But you made me hate me
Regret that I changed me
I hate that you made
Just like you
Just like you
I wanted to be thick, now I wanna be thin
Heard Pilates is in, bash your windows out
You gon' hear mouth, you could kick me out
You say I'm too wild, you gon' hate me now
Boy, you got me fucked up, now I'm gettin' fucked up
Thinkin' 'bout us fuckin', why you'd have to fuck her?
I don't wanna see you, why'd you have to treat me
Like I was an ordinary girl?
I wish I was special
I gave all my special
Away to a loser
Now I'm just a loser
I used to be special
But you made me hate me
Regret that I changed me
I hate that you made me just like you
Just like you

[ogkorra]

thank u for helping me realize he was never shit in the first place babe.

[skizera]

I went to vent to Sza's dm and she wrote this one