just close your eyes | silent hill inspired ambient music

just close your eyes | silent hill inspired ambient music
Dark and Relaxing ambient music, inspired by the sounds of Silent Hill

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[mrtbit]

Spending the night in my grandmothers house for the last time tonight. I’m laying in a bed I grew up in, surrounded by pictures of me with my cousins that all have grown up and now have families of their own. Though I’m deeply saddened that the world I grew up in no longer exists, and though I’m sad for my grandparents house being sold, and their lives growing old, I’m happy for new beginnings. Though my entire life has taken a dive for the worst mentally, I trust God, and somewhere deep inside my mind, my heart and prayers I know everything’s going to be alright.

[iithunderii]

Everybody's got their own Silent Hill. Some of us get trapped there for longer than others depending on how thick the fog is... May we all find a way out. Thanks for uploading without ads, I appreciate you a lot for allowing us to relax, reflect or study in peace. Much love.

[allenwright]

We used to be happy and thriving.
So much hope for the future.

What the hell happened to us?

[nohaghatwan]

Silent Hill is not a game, it is not a city, and it is not a fantasy. Silent Hill is a difficult reality for us to deal with

[sayozir]

If you read this, everything is gonna be better one day.. I promise. Only after going through the bad we can appreciate the beauty of the good.

[leeyonho]

This music really makes me realize how dumb it was for wishing to grow older quicker when i was a kid. I shouldve enjoyed every second of it...

[absoluteindoubt]

These videos hit different in the middle of the night

[justlea]

Spending my 24th birthday alone and as I lay in bed, I realize the world never revolved around me like how I thought it did when I was a kid. Time still keeps ticking, the sun will still be burning and the sky will continue to change its colors. I grow only to realize nothing never changes for me.

[hunbloo]

to anyone feeling lonely and needing someone to talk, im here. you are definitely not alone and everyday i pray for the best for all of you

[samwinchester]

That poor guy keeps looking around at falling snow. Maybe he’s searching for where this beautiful music is coming from..

[Supremacygord]

“Don’t ruin today by worrying about the future”… That’s what he always did, that’s why we never saw each other again.

[chrisyk]

It’s been nearly a year since I lost my mother and my family fell apart. Never hear from my sister, stepfather, or father and part of me doesn’t want to. I hate them. But even more than that I hate how they’re the best god could do for me. He never loved my mother. He moved out the day she passed. Now I’m 20 years old trying to navigate independent adult life as an autistic individual and I am struggling. And yet, I feel hopeful. I know that I will make it through school and carve out a better life for myself. I’m going to give myself everything my mother couldn’t.

I miss my mom.

[angelbrii]

Those days. My mom, my brother, and I sitting on the floor in front of the CRT TV, playing this game. I was 6 years old. I would give anything to experience again the feeling of one of those nights. ❤

[improgrammed]

To all who read this comment, we don't know each other and probably never will but I wish you all the best in life and all the luck in the worldi 💕

[darthvaderthegamecat]

About 2 minutes in, my eyes water up and I think of my uncle. He passed away in 2020, he was such a massive Star Wars lover. He introduced it to me when I was little, and have loved Star Wars ever since. Rest in peace Seamus.

[youknowchu]

i lucid dreamed to this and had the most beautiful life and woke up to the soul crushing realisation that it wasnt real. tonight im giving it another go because i need to see her again. i need to see the kids we raised and relive those memories. i will forever chase that feeling of love and belonging. i know it was real because i felt it in my soul. in the deepest fibre of my being i felt what love was like and how the thought of her was enough to warm me like a bonfire in the artic. tonight, i can only hope that my love is enough to draw me back into her world so i can know what it was like to love and be loved once again.

[Near]

It’s the end of the first day of living without my best friend. I’ll forever miss coming home from school and hearing his meows, listening to his purring, and feeling his soft and fluffy fur. I know we did the right thing of letting him go into his eternal sleep, but I feel I should’ve been there as he left. I was so overtaken by my own emotions that his didn’t register. I wondered to myself all day if he was scared, if he had the knowledge of what was happening to him. I wondered to myself all day how would i feel if i watched as he left, would i feel comforted? Would he feel comforted seeing me as his last sight? For 13 years, he’s been there for me in my darkest times, and in his final moments, I wasn’t there to comfort him. I refused to believe that what was happening was real, I thought that I’d just wake up today and he’d be downstairs on the couch, ready to be pet, held, and cuddled. I never realized how limited time is with the things we love. At treat time for all my pets, i shook the box, expecting for him and the others to run over, but he wasn’t there. He never ran over, and I will never see him running over for his treats again. I will never feel his fur again. I will never hear him meow again. I will never hear him purr again. I will never feel the way his body vibrated as he enjoyed me petting him again. In his final days, he had labored breathing, and had to work insanely hard to purr. When I went to say my goodbye, he didn’t know what was happening, he never knew his life was going to cut short. He never knew that it would be the last time we would ever see each other. It is currently 11:37 PM. It’s been 31 hours and 53 minutes since he was laid to rest. I feel lost, he was part of all of my routines. When I woke up i looked for him and loved him. When I got home I looked for him and loved him. Before I went to bed, I looked for him, and I loved him. I don’t know what I’ll do now. Did he want to die? Did he want me to be his last sight? Did we do the right thing? Watching my mom hold him and tell him “I told you that you would be okay, I told you that all you needed was to get your teeth cleaned and you would be able to come home.” added onto the pain. She had blamed herself all day and said that she had made the decision, when in reality, we all had. He was in pain, he couldn’t go on much longer, and keeping him alive would result in him being hurt for longer. Shadow was my best friend, and I will never October 20th 2012. The day that we got him. I will forever miss you, and I will never stop loving you. You will never leave my heart and I hope that wherever you are now, you are no longer in pain and you have the energy you once had as a kitten back. I hope that you are running around after crossing the rainbow bridge, catching whatever animals you can get your little furry paws on. Goodbye Shadow, these 13 years that we spent together were the best I could ask for, and I don’t think I will ever have another animal that will ever make me feel the same way that you had. Goodnight Shadow, i’m sorry I left when I did, I should have stayed and pet you and loved on you as you were put to sleep instead of caring for my emotions and leaving. I love you buddy, I will always miss you and think about you.

[DiHatchet]

Silent Hill is not about the monsters. It's something more

[sharayaeyre]

somewhere there is a unseen clock ticking, live every moment like it’s your last. don’t wish your life away. I wish i didn’t wish my child or teen years away, i really took them for granted if you’re reading this, waste no time, live everyday like it’s your last and do the things YOU love. If you want to start that business start it, if you want to do modelling do it, if you want to be an actor do it, i’d you want to be a doctor do it, id you want to be a teacher do it! Complete your wishes and live with no regret❤️you’re beautiful and i love you❤️

[Puff_]

The saddest Moment of my life:

My mother cried while I was listening to this, I was so confused, when she told me: "Your brother left for college 2 years ago, and now in one year, you'll leave next... I'll live alone in that empty goddman house without my children... Just with a man who is always away from home..." My father is a workaholic, he always works and priorities work over everything, he has barely ever been around to raise me and my brother, but I don't blame him, but it just broke me to the core when my mother said all that. She used to be my leader, my mentor, my teacher, my helper, my whole world, I always thought she was the strongest person in the world, but seeing her cry sent goosebumps through my body and a sense of guilt and shame on myself... I seriously don't want to go to college now... I just want to stay home with my mom and take care of her until she grows old, and even then, I'd still care for her. Forget college, forget my future wedding or any of that, A future without my mother, is not a future I want to live in.