eli. - disappear (official music video)

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track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms-

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lyrics

i've been feeling low, so low now
tryna do my best, don't know how
holding onto hope for life now
but i become consumed with doubt

carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older

but please hang on
please hang with me
i'll be back soon
i'll be back

time for me to go
i need some room to grow

i feel so alone
no one even knows

i just wanna disappear
take me far away from here

i don't wanna face my fears
i just wanna disappear

i wanna do my best, but...
i don't know what's next yet
i just need a reset
i just wanna be something
i just wanna change your life
i just wanna do it right

everything i wanna do, everything i wanna be
i see it all happen for me, i find it hard to believe
finding it harder to breathe, yeah

i just wanna feel complete
why do i not feel complete?
oh, i know that is on me
you all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah

carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me

i don't wanna disappear
i just wanna stay right here
moving is my greatest fear
maybe i should disappear

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imEliLucas

2020: Congratulations Mr.Eli, Your song is now our National anthem.

ladedagonzalo

bruh we get it. tae has good taste but seriously, show eli some love! it’s his song and video!

vivikim

I found this man on my own and holy s*** this guy is talented

calebh

Just came across ur music at spotify and EVERYTHING is so deep and true and pure. Love this about u. Wow keep it up

romana

Kim taehyung... BTS V recommended this song on his vlive... I am so happy he did.. this is a beautiful song.. thank you taehyung... he always supports artists who are lesser known but extremely talented... loved the song... hope to see you rise...💜💜

jimeeborgohaingogoi

Your songs have such deep meanings it’s honesty amazing

marlene

Fez meu coração sentir os batimentos novamente. ❤
Cadê os fãs Brasileiros?

JoseSeverinoLyrics

I really wanna disappear and go to a place where I don't feel so sad anymore.. not over something but just to get rid of the feeling. Thanks for the song ❤

sologrey

"take me far away from here, i don't wanna face my fears" bro, i really felt that :c

oleg

Bruh i swear your gonna be like billie eilish.A top artist

ayleen

No sé que dice pero tiene razón :'v 💔

axl

I want to know how Taehyung founds amazing music.
This is so beautiful. 💗

xGomiitaJ

Essa musica deveria ter milhões de visualizações é muito bonita parabéns ^^

wallacealves

Thank you for this song, it’s really helped me so much. I relate to this song a lot. My parents fight (screaming cursing at each other) daily and it’s really hard for me to have to listen to it, I do want to disappear, I don’t want to have to listen to their fighting anymore. I’m afraid of what will happen, there’s more to what’s happening but I don’t really want to say, My fear I don’t want to face is that I might be taken away from my parents, as much as they fight I know I couldn’t live without them. Like you say at the end of your song, I don’t want to disappear I want to stay right here. I hate living like this and I know my life isn’t as bad as so many other people’s and I am so eternally grateful for the things I do have. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this and I always see people saying that it will get better but it’s not getting better it’s been like this for years and people are saying this will be the lowest point in life and it will start to be better and the best time of your life but I’m only 13 I doubt the lowest point of my life is right now, things are just going to get worse and worse and I’m scared. All I really wanted to say is thank you for this song and I know everyone is going through hard things and I’m not the only person in the world I don’t want to seem like that fake depressed middle schooler who wants attention I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore, everything is getting worse and worse and I’m scared.

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