Steph - Call You In Heaven (Official Lyric Video)

After losing my mom in March of 2022, I stopped working on music, and throughout this journey of grief, I realized that music is what I need to heal and express my emotions. This is one of the first few songs I wrote about my grief and the most honest and painful song I have ever written.

Call You In Heaven
Written by: Steph Razado
Produced by: Steph Razado
Mixed by: Marcus Villano and Steph Razado
Video by: Joshua Yabut

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[iraimphamhelfrigillana]

I lost my Nanay (mom) jan 8 2024 ..Bagong panganak ako sa 2nd bb ko nung march pa ..And ang hirap nang wala kang mama na aalalay sayo, mag aalaga di na tulad nung unang panganak ko na nandun sya inaalalayan ako, Miss ko na yung luto nya, whole pregnancy ko cravings ko yung luto nya kaso di ko na matitikman 😢 Miss ko na lahat
namatay sya sa sakit na kidney kahit wala syang bisyo dahil sa mga pagkaing maalat masuka tas ma betchin .na dialysis sya .. hindi ko makakalimutan na ginigising ko sya dahin oras nang kain nya pero di na sya magising 😢 ako.lang mag isa nun nag babantay kaya grabe iyak ko parang wala nang bukas .😢😢 kaya i miss u so.much nanay . gusto ko ikaw at ikaw parin ang mama ko sa next life .. Pls visit mi sa panaginip man lang same b4 nanilulutuan mo ako dhil nag crave ako sa luto mo 🥰 i love you so much and guide us lalo na si tatay ❤ Till we meet again 🥰😍😭🫂

[itsmebelle]

I just lost my father yesterday, he's alone when he had heart attack. When my mom arrived his lifeless already. i will always be your baby girl . I love you daddy

[genargosino]

Lost my father a year ago. We're in the hospital because he had stroke on the day of my birthday, not while celebrating but while helping our neighbor. Day after my birthday, he left us. It's been a year but it's still fresh and i always burst into tears everytime i think of Him. I miss him so much. How can i forget? When i was not yet married, he would always ask for a grandchild.. 3 days right after his funeral, i found out i was pregnant. My baby boy got all his mannerisms 🥺 And everyone's been telling me, my son looks like my father. 🥺

[filipevueti]

I lost my mom in 2016 after that ive lost myself now im still trying to figure out where im standing at its been never the same since my mom passed away wished id call her and tell her how i feel today and my two siblings and me are okay 😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔breaks my heart everytime i think of her knowing that shes no more there with us😭😭😭😭😭i feel so lost sometimes💔💔🥺🥺🥺

[philipandrewlabriaga]

I lost my grandmother two years ago because of covid. I grew up beside her for 22 years. What I am now was because of her. When she was brought to the hospital, I made a decision that I'll be the one who will be taking care of her. During our stay, tears were always in my eyes. When her results came out, it was positive. Still, I was with her until she breathed her last. She died in front of me. Even though she was blind, because of diabetes, she may have seen my sorrowful and tearful face. And she also knew that I was with her, until the end. She knew that I loved her because I always said that to her when she was still with me. Until now, I'm not able to move-on because I was traumatized. While hearing this song, it may have placed tears in my eyes but it also brought comfort as well. Thank you for this. 😢

[mgalvarez]

Lost my wife last year...my life will never be the same again. Still painful like it was only yesterday. Love you mommy!

[esangchannel]

I've lost my soon to be husband this feb.4 and i missed him so bad😭💔

[angelicabautista]

I lost my dad in 2006, when I was just a kid. I didn't notice what really happened that time, I just thought that my father just died , we mourn for him, we wear a white shirt for him and buried him in his tomb. But I still have my mom and my siblings. And as years goes by, I just feel like I'm losing myself knowing that I have something missing inside of me. And every time I think of him I still cry until now and I think it will never end until I get older and older.

So, for those who still have their parents or love ones. Don't hesitate to tell them how you really love them. Appreciate what are the things that are happening around and enjoy every moment you're together. Because time is so precious you never know if you still gonna live today or up until tomorrow.

Thanks for this song. It really makes me feel good while listening to it, and literally it really makes me cry. ♥️ Please make more songs like this. ♥️♥️♥️

[annikaaa_]

Happy birthday in heaven papa, I miss you so much 😭😭

[sheryllyn]

I lost my father 3 months ago and it will never be the same .. never 😭 days passes by but the pain keeps stronger 😭😭 how I wish you where here today and forever . Iloveyou Pa ❤🥺 iloveyou for the rest of my life . I will never forget you 🥺

[yoyongbandala]

Wish I could call you in heaven Right now Nanay 😢Palangga kaayo taka nay . I love you kaayo😢

[baecereal]

I lost my father 9 years ago. I found this song by chance yesterday and it really represent the situation I'm in right now. The whole song literally tells the words I've been wanting to say these whole years. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I wasn't there on your last breath. I wish we had more time so I'll tell you that I love you every day. I will tell you that you're my biggest inspiration, my desire to live, my everything. How I wish I could hold you right now and tell you how much I miss your touch, your voice, your laughter... that's how much I miss you dad.

[analyndomingo]

💔😭crying while listening.. Lost my husband 5 months ago.. And today is our 14th anniversary..😭😭😭 Sobrang nakakadurog 💔💔💔😭😭😭

[cindywilson]

Crying rightnow while listening to this song😢Lost my mom in 2006 and my dad last year:( ang hirap tanggapin na wala na cla. Please love your parents, show and tell them all the time how much u love them before its too late. 💔

[mamiemee]

I just lost my dad in January 2024. I miss him every day. Today is his birthday, and I wish I can just call him, hug him and tell him how much I love and miss him. 😢😭💔🪽

[alhyssacabate]

Nanay, I miss you so much. It’s your 6th year in heaven today, and my heart still aches. I love you always.☹️🤍

[dannienipper]

I lost my dad 3 years ago and this song broke me down! I miss him so much he was my best friend

[mizukiastarea]

Lost my grandfather 9 months ago due to heart attack. I haven't fully recovered from it yet but my grandmother must really love and adore him so much that she followed him to eternity. We just lost her a week ago. I really love your song it reminds me of them. I was gonna sing it in both of their funeral but i wasn't able to because i was crying so bad.

[mountarreat]

I lost my mother in January. She was just 61 years old, struggling and ultimately losing the battle with lung disease, pneumonia, and a resistant infection in the hospital. The closest family members and I held her hand when she passed. Even though the nurse said it's rare for loved ones to be there when the heart stops beating, it's brutally heartbreaking. When someone passes away, life leaves the body almost in an instant, and you see it happen. I love you, Mom, always. I wish I could call you in heaven—I miss you so much.

[jonagalapon]

I lost my baby boy 7 months old September 23 2023 that worst day ever in my life😢😢😢miss you so much my baby Adam ❤😢😢 I love you forever 💝