Flower Face - Eternal Sunshine (Visualizer)

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LYRICS

"I’m sorry" flowers, another disaster
I dropped a glass, you cleaned it up
Nobody told me what I’m meant to do after
With all of these pieces swept under the rug

Now I’m sleeping with someone who doesn’t make the bed
But he can never hurt me, I don’t let him in my head
And nothing is sacred, nothing feels right
I guess I held onto you too tight

I’m not stupid anymore
You stop me at the door
You make your hand a gun
You lie to everyone

I drank all weekend, found a new ceiling
Became someone you could never love
But you slept beside me so I didn’t worry
You waited so long to pull the plug
Now you hold your secrets, your bitter poetry
Your encyclopaedic knowledge of everything that’s wrong with me
And God, you’re so passive, is it in your blood?
You won’t fight for a single thing you love

You don’t scare me anymore
You stop me at the door
You make your mouth the sun
You swallow everyone

But I won’t ever let you find me
I will salt the earth behind me
I will eat up every part of your rotten little heart
It’s your fault that I’m alive
And it’s your fault I want to die
But I will learn to love this world
I won’t be November’s girl
Hold your hands out like a prayer
Tell me, what part of this is fair?
Someday you’ll carry all this sorrow
But not tonight and not tomorrow
One day you’ll miss what you had
And I will make it hurt so bad
Cause I will cut off my own hand before I reach for you again
You keep the rain outside your door
While in my heart, it pours and pours
Tell me how you came to be in and out of love with me
I’ve got nothing left for you
I am sinking into blue
And I won’t dream of you this time, I will have a spotless mind

Witness protection, 5150
You couldn’t wait to make the call
Get me sedated, no need to feel guilty
There’s nothing you’ll be liable for

[kittikataclysmi]

That swell in the music after she says spotless mind genuinely makes me feel like I'm floating

[razorlovesm]

2:13 is literally gut wrenching... "it's your fault that I'm alive" hits way too close to home

[pssibly]

the emotion in her voice in this song and Biblical Love just really elevate these two tracks for me, wayyy above the rest

[Adam_spence]

The fact she posted on her instagram story asking people not to send her mean messages for running out of vinyl records like gosh how could anyone be disrespectful to our saviour ruby AKA flower face?

[benpickard]

Amidst so much trite, this lady is one of the few artists around that exudes originality and genuine feeling. Aside from that, she is a genuine poet. Her lyrics are both emotive and profound.

[witchykittyy]

your music is so specifically my taste, I haven’t quite found another artist that hits that same spot

[fhaarkas]

Not me listening to this on repeat for two days straight.

[moonsugarvods]

god... that line from the crucible has stuck with me for so long.. hearing it in this song is wrecking me emotionally

[Vincanni]

I cannot honestly fathom the fact that after 6 immaculate singles, (which by themselves would have propelled this to my my album of the year.) That my favorite song on the album had yet to come in this masterpiece. Straight up my favorite song at the moment and easily the best song I've heard all year.

[ma_ro]

3:14 eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

[ismail-akkurt]

The whole new album is amazing, how it's possible for a song this beautiful to be not known by millions?!

[stevietutwiler]

Coming back again to this song. When i first found it i cried alot and i cried heavy. Almost every single word tears at my heartstrings and i relate to entirely. I almost attempted in September and i finally left him in October. I was almost Septembers girl. This song is so empowering to me now, especially towards the end.

[cloudstar_]

Woah.. 😢 This song and the lyrics, just squeezed what little emotions I had left out of me; back into earth.. I just hope that when the snow thaws next year, it'll be recycled and return to me 10 fold. 🙏

[awholelotofbees]

this is so stunning oml, 2:10 on is goosebumpsss

[nataliemarsden]

you have absolutely smashed this album omg

[SunnyCapricious]

This is one of my favourites on the album <3

[dudaaz]

Absolutely my favourite from the new album, the entire song is a gradual build up to a great angry peak.

[kittikataclysmi]

Top ten most emotionally devastating songs of all time

[bdolbeer]

My own story behind this song - she's my guilty pleasure. She sings about the *same* thing in every song, yet makes them all seem different, somehow. That's something I can appreciate, especially since I listen to *her* same songs over and over and over and over again - to the point where I've got a groove worn in the CD - so I don't know *what* that says something about me, or FF - but I'm glad her music exists and I completely enjoy it for what it is and nothing more. Keep on FF, you go girl! PS - stay off social media; it'll kill you.

[sleepingseason_]

literal chills first time i listened to this and it already means sm to me the whole album is just so good <3