XANA - MY THERAPIST TOLD ME (Live at Hipposonic)

Mixed by Liam Moes
Mastered by Elisa Pangsaeng
Engineer - Bryson Rachel
Assistant Engineer - Kira Cuthbertson
Guitar - Liam Moes
Bass - Shane Stephenson
Drums - Flavio Cirillo
Guitar - Liam McLaren
Backup Vocals - Rachel Schroeder & Emilyn
Recorded at Hipposonic Studio
Directed & Edited by Lindsey Blane
Additional Camera - Alex Chan

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She said
We’re just friends
But now i’m frustrated with her
Cause she sends me naked pictures and
She said
She thinks about me
When she’s touching herself

"Thats like soo hot"

Maybe i’m romanticizing
Little over analyzing
Taking my realities and
Twist em into fantasies
About you and me
Its all about you and me

CHORUS

My therapist told me
I can’t whisper your name in the dark
I’m lonely
But Its not me humming in your heart
I cant keep getting sober
Just to fall apart
But she don’t know what it's like

My mama said I need to learn to let you go
Don’t wanna
I'm throwing temper tantrum on the floor
I can’t keep getting sober just to want you more
But they don’t know what its like
No they don’t know what its like
To be yours

VERSE 2

She said
We’re just friends
But now I’m slipping off her black bikini
Sipping on a dry martini
And I can’t
Think about her
without fucking myself over

All the petty games you play
All the nasty shit you say
Raising hell inside my head
Making heaven of my bed
I can’t get away
And you like it that way

CHORUS

My therapist told me
I can’t whisper your name in the dark
I’m lonely
but Its not me humming in your heart
I cant keep getting sober
Just to fall apart
But she don’t know what its like

My mama said I need to learn to let you go
Dont wanna
I'm throwing temper tantrum on the floor
I can’t keep getting sober just to want you more
But they don’t know what its like
No they don’t know what its like
To be yours

BRIDGE

And I hate to think about you with
Girls who don’t love you like I did
And I hate to think about you with
Girls who don’t love you like I did
And I hate to think about you with
Girls who don’t love you like I did
I hate to think about you with
Girls who don’t love you like I

CHORUS
My therapist told me i’m sick
And I need to learn to quit
My sister is so tired of dealing with my shit
Im drained from taking all the blame
Pouring myself out on every page

My mama said I need to learn to let you go
I dont wanna
I'm throwing temper tantrum on the floor
I can’t keep getting sober just to want you more
But they don’t know what its like
No they don’t know what its like
No they don’t know what its like
No they don’t know what its like
They don’t know what its like
No they don’t know what its like to be yours

[AlycatCrimson]

“raising hell in my head, making heaven of my bed” gives me absolute chills every time i hear it

[alyssacasas]

"I hate to think about you with, girl's who don't love you like I did" .

Thank you for this awesome live performance❤ . Your songs helped me a lot emotionally.

[manyapatel]

"maybe i'm romanticizing, little over analyzing" nobody validates my chaotic emotions better than xana

[solidsteelcobra]

You’re an incredible lyricist. Your songs have that quality of a really good book, they’re riveting and nearly impossible to put down.

[rue]

How can someone write such a flawless album???? I'M SO OBSESSED WITH HOW PERFECT EVERYTHING IS
❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥

[Lfrohawker]

Man, I've been waiting for this one to drop. Now, when 19 comes out, i'm definitely gonna ball my eyes out.

[Clara-zgqk]

that last chorus always hits hard but this hit even harder asjdjffkf like oh my gosh, how can y'all sound so good??? totally in love with this!!

[svenjajn]

you're such an amazing artist, discovering you was literally the best thing that has ever happened to me and i will forever be grateful for you releasing songs that helped me SO much with finally accepting who i really am! thank you 💛

[AnishaIbbott]

this is a surprise drop Xana! your live performances are seriously so damn good! the live performance video of pray too has me hooked ❤️

[biscuitbuilder]

Shout-out to the backup singers, they killed it, too! Great choice in band as well. Amazing all around ugh love Xana

[maple_agony]

I love this song so much, and seeing you sing it is even better

[nicolemartins]

How can someone sing live so I'm completely obsessed with this album rn <3

[Nytemist]

Amazing artist! Spectacular performance 😊

[eviedennis]

By far my favourite artist. You're incredible. Every single song is so good!!

[Holly-wsqj]

She deserves way more followers! She is such an amazing singer

[Danikins]

I need all these live performances on Spotify asap !!!

[manyapatel]

me waiting for the day a video of xana performing 19 drops and I finally ascend to heaven

[Nytemist]

Love your vibe and energy you are incredible ✨️ 🥰🖤💜

[Mikka.Landry]

Omg yess I've been waiting for this 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ this dude is obsessed

[langa]

Xana, this is so crisp!😌❤
Feeding us because it's your birth month😏
EVERY SEASON IS XANA SEASON!