Reacting to DRAW MY LIFE... not watched in 5 years

Today I'm watching a video that I don't like watching, in fact I haven't seen it in 5 years. So much has changed. Now's as good of a time as ever to rehash my past, let you know where I'm at now, and continue my journey to find happiness, health, and make things that make you laugh.

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I’m Gloom, also known as Kassie. I do variety gaming, challenges, cooking, sketch, trying things and commentary. You could say I’m an internet forager, if it inspires me I give it a go. stay a while and listen!
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I do my best to upload at a few times a week (unless my life is a mess).

[ctvr]

when she said the whole “ I would trade all of it to get her back” it made me really freaking sad

[neonrose]

I started crying when Kassie was talking about her sister. Im sure she would be so proud about how far you've come. I am so sorry Kassie.

[e.v.e.s_k]

As soon as she said, "I'll never forget that phone call, " I knew something had happened to her sister. That hit hard.

[athomesuperhero]

I'm watching while kassie is on her break, and it makes me so sad that such a sweet person(Kassie) has gone through so much pain. We love you kassie, and never give up. Always remember that we are here for you and no matter what, you are stronger than I can ever hope to be. Despite the pain you have felt, you make so many people happy and that is why we will always be here for you. R.I.P to your sister. Love, @MinecraftRevised

[yvettepace]

Gloom's channel legit made me forgot about the meaning of "Gloom" whenever I thought of gloom I would always think of happiness and joy because of Gloom's channel.

[aishanisingh]

"I would trade all of that to get her back!" - that hits hard man

[natswife]

When I heard that her sister died and her voice shook with sadness, I just wanted to hug her so bad.

[KETrust]

I was 14 years old when I watched that video for the first time and it helped me so much and opened my eyes to so many things. I had never heard the term “clinical depression” before then and I was floored to find out what exactly it was and that I had been dealing with it myself for a while. I’m 22 now and have had a very long journey to reach the point of stability I have with my mental health now, and watching this your reaction to this now feels extremely cathartic and reminded me of how far I’ve come. I’m glad you’ve come so far too, Kassie. ❤️

[ariellee]

I was tearing up at this.. I can't imagine how Kassie must've felt. I lost a mom and was majorly abused in school and by my dad, I had really bad depression and anxiety. Even though I've went through this everyone's emotions and feelings are different. So I don't know how Kassie is feeling, but I know what grief feels like. And I just wish to give anyone who has lost someone confort. Even though it's impossible when you've lost someone you've loved. It's like there's a hole in your heart, and depression is like a pitch black room and you're trying to search for a light. I head Kassies shaking voice and when she said, "I'll never forget that phone call.." I'll never forget the moment I walked through that door and I just knew. Missing a loved one will never completely go away, sometimes I feel my moms spirit. I love you Kassie 💞. I'm glad I've been able to watch your success on YouTube.

[maddiesinspace]

i can easily imagine her sister looking down at her and being so proud of who Kassie became c:

[savannawestfall]

Dude legit trying to hold back tears when she was talking about her sister

[limelatte]

Kassie would be the best therapist, because she could relate to so much stuff

[jessek]

I lost my little brother 17 years ago...he killed himself when he was only 13....you are so right about the feeling of emptiness never going away....is like you lost a piece of you.

[lifelessonwitheliseandmade]

It’s so sad because when she talked about her sister she kept on saying “was”

[ashusann]

You could hear the pain in her voice when talking about her sister.. Kassie is a strong person and she is amazing and we dont deserve her. Fly high Kassies sister ❤🕊

[Maddie-qqdv]

I keep coming back to this video recently because i’m going through a bit of a hard time lately that is very very similar to everything Kassie had to go through, and it makes me feel so comforted seeing that someone as positive and as amazing as her understands and knows what kind of pain I’m currently going through. It gives me hope that no matter what happens to me in the future or no matter how my current situation turns out, I can still come out on top and still be a positive person with a deep love and care for people and for the world. Whenever i’m anxious, I feel an overwhelming feeling of guilt for doing something that distracts me or makes me feel happy, and Gloom’s videos are one of the only things I can spend time on nowadays that don’t make me feel guilty, and I feel incredibly happy whenever she uploads. To Kassie: thank you for taking time out of your day to make some amazing fun content that cheers people up, you’re really an inspiration and I love all of your videos! keep doing what makes you happy because it makes many other people super happy as well, stay strong ❤️

[leilaujlab]

The growth that she’s been through is incredible, over the years of watching Kassie I’ve noticed how much she’s became more confident and bold and the more I watch her the more I became inspired because of her story, I swear I will always look up to her. The fact that she’s recorded and edited this video it just shows how strong she’s became and I’m so proud of how far she’s came 💕

[hello]

After hearing about her depression, her channel name, “gloom” hits different

[cassandraavecilla]

The pain in her voice is just so sad but she was so strong. May she rest in peace from heaven.

[hahahaha.-_]

I don’t think anyone would never guess that Kassies past was bad. You would never guess she’s depressed. Online, she has such a bubbly and bright personality.