wtf Happened ?

wtf happened? why have I ghosted YouTube the last 5 to 6 months? An explanation of what has been going on, wrestling with the grief and sadness of the loss of my son, Jacob "Hella Sketchy" Thureson, and sharing from my heart the love and gratitude I have for the family, friends, and fans. The communities we are surrounded by are nothing short of miraculous. A message from the heart of a grieving father. **(monetization turned off)**

[hongwonie]

thank you so much for sharing this with us and raising the son the way you did. I think about Jacob a lot and how he inspired me and many others and my friends, even when I'm sad he passed away I am still happy and grateful I had to meet such an amazing soul, and remember all the memories and things he had said and did. even when he felt down he looked for others and reminded them that they are a lot of good things in life that worth living for and I will never forget that. you raised an angel and a beautiful loving boy, I really wish the best for you and your family and I am sure that Jacob is in heaven looking at you.

[bossman]

Thank you for supporting Jacob's fanbase, despite the hassle and the occasional hateful comment. I wish you and you family the best. Much love

[tylerissoepic]

This brought tears to my eyes, your whole family is full of beautiful people. Jacob was such an amazing friend to me, you and Judy raised an amazing, loving and caring son. Thank you for sharing his story, I am always here for you and your family Erik. Much love <3

[OhhBessell]

Sorry for your loss, dude was incredibly talented. RIP

[smokesupreme]

jacob made a lot of great music with a lot of great people, his songs still come up on my auto play. rip hella sketchy✨

[x.serendipity]

Do not listen to the negativity, the internet is toxic and people will go to any length to bring someone down. You are an amazing human being and we appreciate you beyond words. We are here every step of the way. Props to you Erik

[KingandQueens]

I heard every single word and shed so many tears while listening to you. We are still hurting for all of you and think about you all often.

[wilcopeland]

your son was completely unique and inspirational. i am eternally sorry for your loss

[cantzir]

Your son Jacob has put so many smiles on people faces listening to his music. I am so sorry for your loss, he was an angel and I hope he is resting up in Heaven. May God bless your family! <3

[liltrissyxoxo]

if you guys really make a documentary or anime I would love to watch it because Jacob is such a big role model on me and i support him everywhere I go and I love him and the family💕

[tylertime]

Arguably the most important producer of the underground scene and he will be greatly missed and appreciated for years to come. Thank you for sharing and I know you’re making him proud. His creativity lives on through our ventures. God bless.

[Shirakuzo]

Dont ever apologize for talking about your beloved son, he was a blessing and i can feel your pain. Thoughts and Prayers for u and Ur Family ✌️

[BD-iise]

Just seeing this for the first time, really loved your son and was a fan since 2016-17 era when I was very young around 14 years old, Sketchy was so talented, at the time I could see from an outside perspective looking in how his music got just more and more sad and self destructive, I feel like his depression, anxiety, and addiction just took over near the end and had full control of him and his music, it makes my heart hurt to think about what you have to go through everyday, part of me doesn't understand why he was going through these things because he was such a beautiful kid, he seemed so happy and I can see that he had an amazing family, my heart goes out to you all and I am so sorry for your loss.💞💞💞

[victoriabeatrixsarah]

Long live hella "jacob" sketchy 🌈💙💜💜💙🌈

[turbulus]

I googled emo rap as I was curious about the genre (40+ yo single dad here).. I stumbled across Hella Sketchy and then the picture where you were holding your hand on your son's forehead in the hospital. That just stung my heart, deeply.. that picture. Never expected going down this path and finding this video.. I respect your faith.. most people in your circumstance would be cursing God.. I've been on a challenging path myself.. close to questioning why God has me here...., but nothing.. nothing close to what you are having to live.. I dont know you.. but ill be praying for you..

[emorybeats]

Your son was an inspiration to me even though he was younger. We both just looked so young, so I got him on that. I know what it's like. Sleeping, eating, coffee, praying, breaks, exhaustion, mixed news. My dad was in the ICU and your story is bringing me back to that time. It's very painful but, relating to someone like this helps a lot. I love you guys. Sketchy World. 💗

[mental]

Love u and your family so much <3 thank u for everything you're doing and continue to do for Jacob's fans and community. we appreciate it infinitely. Here for anything that u need <3333

[SitrusBeats]

praying for you and your family, stay strong erik🙏🏼

[lifewithlilvic]

I love Jacob so much he’s been my Bestfriend since 2018 and he made me feel so special and made my life change and help me though depression and he help me a lot with everything 💗💕

[nofacejpeg]

Jacob was one of my role models, even though he and I are the same age he still really inspired me. Every time I’d hear Jacob rap I’d just be so amazed that the person I was listening to was so close in age. It’s bittersweet because I already lost my other role model Lil Peep. But to lose the second role model I had really hurt. It hurts even more that he was my age, a young man who didn’t even get to start his career as a big time rapper. Ironically around the same time Jacob had went into his coma my grandpas fight with cancer was inevitably coming to an end. There’s no way to prepare for losing someone you love so much. I’ll never forget the summer of 2019, when I lost my Grandfather as well as the last role model I had in the world.