A Pregnancy Test and Heartbreak | Our Fertility Journey Episode 3

A Pregnancy Test and Heartbreak | Our Fertility Journey Episode 3
Here is episode 3! I think half of you know what's about to happen (since I opened up a little mid last year) and the other half are thinking my happy ending (or beginning I guess?) starts here. If there's one thing this past few years has taught me, both with infertility and the pandemic, is that no matter how much we want and wish and plan and try...some things are just out of our control, or maybe it's just not the right time yet. But we can't give up! So our journey continues!!
Side note: If you're going through IVF try your hardest not to test at home (even though it sucks because you want to just be happy and celebrate at home like most 'normal pregnancies' you see) because you can get a false positive test or false negative test for several reasons. Just be aware of that!

My clinic: The Women’s Clinic (Dr. Grace Kong and her Nurse Bonnie)
*They’ve been wonderful, I highly recommend them if your looking for gynaecological or fertility services in Hong Kong

Some videos I found helpful:
Books:
It Starts with the Egg:

Hi! I'm Taylor, I'm originally from Canada and currently living between Toronto & Hong Kong and sharing my life along the way! My channel is lifestyle based with mostly vlogs, DIY's, makeup, health, and nutrition.

MUSIC BY:

MY EQUIPMENT:
my camera- Canon 80D
Wide Lens
pancake lens (tight lens)
Rode Microphone
vlogging camera- Canon EOS M6
Manfrotto Small Tripod

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Thanks for watching! ❤
#TaylorR #FertilityJourney #IVF

[sharlainjapan]

I’m so proud of you for sharing this, I know it wasn’t easy. These videos are going to help so many people to not feel so alone and give them strength to go through whatever it is they’re struggling with as well❤️

[tglow]

I'm my parents only child and their 4th attempt at IVF. Before me, my mom had a twin stillbirth and 2 miscarriages. I've spoken to both my parents about the entire experience. My dad, although he never had to go through the physical changes or put his body through ample amounts of stress, was emotionally impacted by losing all those babies. He says that after the third attempt, he was not keen on trying again because it would have been too painful to lose another child. However, he left the final decision to my mom given that it was her body that was being heavily manipulated and if she felt physically and emotionally strong enough for another attempt, he would support that decision wholeheartedly. She never had a doubt about that 4th attempt. No matter how depleting and heartbreaking the process had been on her. She is so strong and so resilient and I always remind myself when I get frustrated by her stubbornness, that it's the sole reason I exist haha. I'm 23 now. Anything is possible. I truly hope for you both to have your miracle baby some day. But most importantly, no matter what your journey is, make sure to take care of yourself along the way and recognize your incredible strength (both physical and mental), especially in the lowest of moments. You are so powerful.

[Eclaire.]

Even though Tom is not very vocal on camera, I can see how supportive, loving and what an amazing husband he is to you. The way you look at each other warms my heart and I just know you will both be amazing parents. Your future baby will be so loved

[angy]

how every time something heartbreaking happened tom said “we’ll try again” “we’ll get it next time” 🥺🥺 he has believed in you this whole time and he won’t stop believing in you until the end

[caricakes]

"I no longer see a woman who is inadequate, I see a woman who is unstoppable"

Thank you so much for sharing this journey. My cousin is going through IVF right now and I knew it was difficult, but really had no idea until I watched these. You've always been inspiring and able to see the positives, and I hope that your light reaches everyone that has or is going through this. Sending you lots of love!

[Hsiang.]

I’m an egg donor, I have to be honest, the process is pretty rough. So I can imagine how much pain you’ve been through, I hope everything goes well. The baby deserve good parents like you.

[yoongified]

I truly hope these series have a heartwarming ending Taylor, my heart goes to you and your family!

[victrola]

"Ok. Let's try again." Words spoken by a man who must have been shattered. Tom is a loving, a true partner, husband, a real man and best friend. You two are truly one unit. 🙏🏻😔👍

[sparklezks]

I have never wanted something so badly for someone whom I don’t personally know like I do for you. Sending you and Tom lots of love and prayers ❤️

[geegee_]

This future baby is going to have an unimaginable amounts of anties and uncles online.
They don’t even know how badly they are wanted ❤️

[MOMOspace]

I think people always forget that not everyone can just "get pregnant" at the drop of a hat. There are people out there who have 8 kids for selfish reasons and can't take care of any of them, and people that struggle to even have 1 and have the whole world to give. The expectations surrounding fertility are absolutely terrible and I hope everyone can be more compassionate. Thank you for sharing your experience Taylor!!!! 💕

[JoyceChengHK]

So i’m crying and imm not supposed to be crying cuz i just got my lashes done so i hate you. But also, omg love you so much. Love this fertility series. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us!

[maneacevedo]

One of the strongest messages of this series for me was when you realize that you're a strong and unstoppable woman. This journey is only the beginning of an incredible ride. I wish you good luck and strength for both of you.

[anastasiapjatakova]

Who else remembers a video of Taylor’s where a fortune teller said she would have a baby in the year of a tiger?
It’s starting next year and I’m hoping the pregnancy will happen after your break!

Sending you all the love, support and a little tiger baby 🐯 ❤️

[earthstar]

I feel so seen by this. I had no problem getting pregnant, but I had a lot of trouble staying pregnant. I felt incredibly guilty and alone. Especially when the two children I could have were both premature because my body kept failing us.

I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I too was incredibly blessed with a supportive husband who supported me.

[heynadine]

Sending you so much love. This has been one of the most real, and honest series on YouTube. So proud of you for sharing and showing other women they aren’t alone. ❤️

[quinnabun]

When Tom said "OK! Let's try again". 🥺

You've got such a great supportive relationship. You've got this.

[_aasthasingh]

I have become so much more invested in this series than I ever thought I would. I hope everything goes as you hope it to.
❤️

[VJal]

I loved it when Tom said "Ok. Let's try again!" That's it, we must persevere! Thank you Taylor for sharing your journey, I wish you and your husband the best outcome possible.

[jessicapreston]

My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 2 years. We can’t afford fertility treatments. I understand so deeply the pain, heartbreak, and sadness that comes with the idea of maybe never getting to be a mom. It’s almost unbearable. I really appreciate that you are sharing this journey. I know I’m not alone..but sometimes it feels that way. Thank you!!!!