Ollie - holding on

Music Produced by Boyfifty
Drums by Chris Stiliadis
Additional Guitar by Chris Godfrey
Video by Ollie & Brendan Barnard

• Ollie -

Lyrics:

Verse

Say that I'm fine, but you know my eyes say the words that i wont,
carefully lie, tell that I'm happy while i hurt the most, hurt the most,
don't know why im quick to fight this all alone, I found the piece I missed but the scar keeps holding on, holding on

Pre Chorus

Now i jus feel like im numb, im numb
I rather die than live on the run, the run
cause i just feel like im numb, im numb
an nothing can get this off my mind, my mind

Chorus

It's dragging me down, it's dragging me down, my face in the ground, its dragging me down

Bridge

I cant hold back all the pain, when these memories hurt the same, tears like words my heart wont say, guess I'm just fighting my own way X 2

Chorus

It's dragging me down, it's dragging me down, my face in the ground, its dragging me down

#ollie #morethanmusic #holdingon

[LemonKushDeadside]

Another ollie video and a cup of coffee and a cigarette at midnight just vibing happy to be here. Trying to stay strong everyone who reads this do the same ❤
Edit: Almost 100 likes thanks for the support everyone and keep pushing forward! Dont stop you’re spirit is unbreakable! Always spread kindness and love to everyone around

[zacerizaring]

I've never met an artist that can put out music at the rate you do without missing once

[mewinthedark]

thank you ollie. your art keeps me going through this severe depression. nothing but love and peace my friend.

[DanielDRomania]

This can be felt very deep when you are walking through a dark night of the soul without any guidance or support from anyone. I am grateful for your music and pure vibrations of love & acceptance. ☺

[eli]

I just want to say you speak so much real you really should be going Platinum millions of people need to hear you you speak for so many brother

[stevenmoe]

Idk how to explain the way Ollie hits them feels on the head every song such an amazing artist

[kimberanne]

My fav yet. His personal appearance in this one hit deep for me.

[wairimunyambae]

Thanks Ollie in every phase you show that we are allowed to still not be okay and we can still be figuring things out I appreciate the honesty all through

[yallieever]

This released at the perfect time, I swear. This Saturday is the anniversary of my mom's passing and your music has helped me get through that and so much more. This song is amazing ❤

[tjboylan]

This song is the stitches to my wounds right now, the 1 year anniversary of My Uncle dying, almost 3 months since my Great Grandmother died, the two closest people to me. The pain is overwhelming

[DRhoneybee]

My dad just had a big surgery and I’ve had to take over the bills and everything. Never felt so stressed see why my dads my hero. And this song just brakes me down man. 😥

[happylittlebreadstick]

I swear, bro. You don't have enough recognition. You're music is inspiring <3

[j.cgohan]

I'm fighting the voices in my head, once in awhile when it gets really bad.. and the only thing left to do it cut myself so the pain inside of me and my mind both will leave me alone.. this song is very appreciated!! I love it! and I can feel every word he sings! just know I love you! and you're not alone!

[jaredslittlemind]

ollie, i’m always grateful for your songs bc they touch the soul. i’ve been here since 2017 and it’s been an experience watching you grow ❤️

[bbdontworrybehappy]

What i love about ollies music its real and deep. Talks about true life feelings.

[BandBrand]

Your pain is so heavy it weighs in on us as true fans! We are here now in pain! So many of us in pain every night! Your art allows us to feel not so lonely! I hope your pain leaves! The pain you feel constantly to make such heartfelt music all these years must be the heaviest weight. A weight we all feel in different degrees. We stand behind the pain to some day walk past it an never look back. Love to you Ollie!🖤

[MadeInHeaven.]

This song is amazing, probably one of your very best in my opinion!! I love your music so much Ollie, you make it to where people like us don't feel so alone.

[lexiswanson]

I love all your songs. There so relatable right now with everything going on in life..

[DoesItMakeMeBLEGH]

Sitting here at midnight crying my eyes out cause im all numb and alone been alone for so long im not even sure why im holding on. But hearing your lyrics really help me man thank you. Im not sure how long i can hold on any longer so i just need to say again thank you Ollie

[keithmccoy]

Thank you for continuing to release new music. My Ollie playlist keeps growing!