Moving on..

My life has changed a lot lately and this is an update video to share where I'm at.

Intro Music by Alice K - GO DOWNLOAD THIS MUSIC --- SO GOOD!

[zoejoyblack]

My brother passed away about 4 years ago. I haven't cried about it in years. But yesterday I broke down, like I was holding it in the whole time. I realized that nothing much has changed in my life since he passed. And I remembered what a go getter he was and how he passed away doing something he loved. I decided that day that I would no longer live in the past and fear change but live life to the fullest as he would want me to. Thank you love for the inspiration! My new Los Angeles Neighbor!

[denisedematos]

Did anyone else freak out when they saw this because they thought terry and her were breaking up?!😅😨

[anneroos]

SHE"S BACK. BACK AGAIN. SHE"S BACK. TELL A FRIEND

[melaniemurphyofficial]

Love my lil cartoon cut-out shoutout haha! You and Terry are two of the best room mates ever. I'm so happy xxx

[lillyfaye]

Am I the only one who found her second channel today? I thought she only had the gaming one . 😳

[TheMarizzca]

Well I have one big change ahead of me. I will be going to university and with that I will start living on my own. I'm pretty confident it will work out fine but there will always be that little voice in the back of my head saying I will fail to get into college, of I will get of track. It really is hard not to get to stressed about it

[KO-DM]

I recently quit my job because I realized that it was changing me for the worse. I was constantly angry so I quite randomly decided to put in my two-week notice one night after a pretty bad shift. It was so strange because those final two weeks, I was incredibly happy. I think knowing that that place was temporary and all the anger I felt from an accumulation of things at that work environment was going to be done in two weeks made me extremely happy. It was to the point where coworkers were asking *why* i was so happy lol. and even the managers knew the reason i was happy was because i was leaving. of course, i have to find another job now which can be a relatively tedious process, but my anger/stress levels have gone down *drastically* and I'm so happy about that. that work place was so draining!

[michellesurillo]

I fell in love and got pregnant quickly. People thought I was crazy but it's what we wanted . When I had my daughter she made me realize what life was about and what pure happiness was. I was content of just having a "job" but Because of her, my fiancé and I went back to college. We went back because we both wanted to be as happy as our daughter and and I want to teach her it not all about the money, it's what makes you happy. Now I'm on my way to becoming a teacher from birth to 3rd grade. 😊

[SheerLev]

Last year I had one of the most horrible things I have ever experienced in my life happen to me, It was basically facing my greatest fear head on. I'm not going to lie, it was painful and horrifying at the time, but looking back now I know it had to happen to me in order to open me up a little bit more, to help me let go of deep deep things that are not serving me, to peal off the layers and remind me of something that has always been there. I find what works best for me in these times is to notice how much love exists in my life even when its hard, and to look at life as one crazy experience. It also really helps me to create in these times, as an outlet for emotions, and all emotions are valid.
You are an inspirational beautiful human being & I really wish you all the best in your new chapter. Much love sister ❤

“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens.”
― Rumi

[chtitmog]

So glad to have you back on the CloudyApples channel! Good luck on your new life in LA - wish you and Terry the best. x

[braidznplaitz]

I stumbled upon some Islamic videos on YT and it kinda reboot my Islamic self that was always there but i was much into practicing Islam at all despite being born in a Muslim Family
yes i have changed for the better ever since rediscovering Islam esp my conduct in public has been massively improved. it generally just makes me feel complete. life after Islam is like a jigsaw puzzle that is finally completed.

[abigaillrodriguez]

You know subscribing to you is one of the best things I've done. The things that you say is so relatable. I always feel better watching your videos. Thank you

[danabarrett]

I think my biggest problem is that I don't change. I've been the same person no matter what great or horrible things happen in my life, and I notice how all my friends are changing and I feel boring. I recently hung out with a friend I hadn't seen in years, and she was so lively and interesting and intelligent and I barely had anything to say or anything that had changed in the past few years and it was pretty surprising. I think I'm going to take a huge step outside of my comfort zone this coming year and try to change for the better! Being comfortable with where I live and what I do hasn't gotten me where I want to be, so I'm going to take a leap of faith haha!

[xmariachanx]

I knew everything when I was 16. I started college early and was confident, smart and bubbly. Then I got Lyme Disease for 2 years. Mine hit in anxiety, depression and extreme tiredness all the time. I dropped out of college and was reduced to staying inside all day watching Netflix bc the though of doing anything else was just too overwhelming. I am now completely recovered and much stronger than before. It was like everything had to be stripped away in order to build me back stronger. Right when I found my own happiness, strength, independence, and confidence again my current boyfriend asked me for my number. We're now getting married in June. Things turn around and get better people. They do. And you are so worthy of love.

[itsKLifeKatie]

Having my daughter (unplanned) while trying to get accepted into nursing school DEFINITELY changed me for the better. I have never been more determined and driven in my life. I also stopped procrastinating and started my YouTube channel to document my journey and I'm so glad the pressure has molded me into a much stronger and happy person ☺️

[lizo]

I missed you! I'm glad you're coming back now. A moment in my life that changed me was when I was in an emotionally abusive relationship. It changed me for the worse because it brought out bad qualities in me. For the first time in my life I bullied someone I thought deserved it because they interfered in my relationship and friendships. But no one deserves bullying and it was the lowest point in my life. It's something I deeply regret and I'm always ashamed to admit it. On the flip side, that same unhealthy relationship also changed me for the better because once it was over, I went to therapy and I turned my life around. I realized how toxic that relationship was, how it fed my depression, and I eventually found myself again. I learned from that experience and now I know what not to look for in a relationship. I'm in a much better place now! :)

[KelyrinYourSafeSpace]

So nice to see you Kassie :) ! I haven't been too much on Youtube either lately. My biggest change ... After 6 years of feeling like I was waisting my time in my studies, 6 months of not finding a job "good enough" for my degree, I left with my suitcase and my dog and started to live a new life in Sofia, Bulgaria, working in a call center. I don't know if it changed me for good or bad, if it was the good decision or a bad one, but all I know is, hey, i'm still living, still able to enjoy every snowflake and/or minute or sun on my skin, so ... :) I guess everything is, and will be, alright

[hannahh]

You're such an inspiration to me and I want to thank you for that. Every time I watch your videos it just brings me joy!

[queennamadala]

My best friend died saving my life in a car crash when I was nine. I appreciate life so much but grieve his death everyday.

[PeaceNLiebe]

Quitting my job has been once change that I feel allowed me to go crazy, guilt trip, experience meltdowns....but also open my eyes, discover true presence and unravel all my conditioning and negative self talk. I've been able to access the peace inside myself and I am ever so grateful to have this time of introspection. Congrats on the new place I am so happy you're here in California!!