Watch me build one of my spirit songs.

This is a pretty deep video after you read the description, and to me it's beautiful. The best parts at 54:51.

I don't talk in it.

In this video you'll see the process of me creating one of the songs that's been playing in my head on repeat since it's birth sometime last year. You'll see me letting my inner child play with music, and even watching this back I can see myself really listening to what I'm making, and feeling how to make it right towards the end. The tunes you hear are only a small part of what lays inside of me.

I've been wanting to get back into music production since I entered the professional realm of life.

Music and musical talent is in my bones, and I have so many tunes that have been playing over and over in my head just begging to be brought into the real world, beyond the walls of my brain.

I'm just now exploring DAWs (Digital Audio Workstations), but previously I've played guitar, a bit of piano, and some other music apps. Here I'm exploring FL Studio a bit more. There are actually 2 songs in this one that came out, but I only built a single track at the end for one of them.

This was both a therapeutic and spiritual process for me, and I'm extremely happy and satisfied to be getting back into it. This was literally a psychic release, a small part of a much bigger load has been taken off my spirit.

Music is a part of my soul and musical talent has laid dormant in my bones since I gave away my guitar to my old roommate before moving to Vegas. I set it down for several years. Guitar was only one medium to make music. I've always loved music composition &drawing softwares more than playing real instrument because it's much easier to design a song past your physical abilities. And to have all the real equipment would be I love guitars, as well as most other instruments. I think their all beautiful, but timing the songs independently has a special advantage I think.

I'm ready to keep making music and grow my skills in working with DAWs to bring my songs out into the world, and hopefully make music that helps make the world a better place.

Thanks @Stasyan, @EchoesEmbrace, Dmitry Pleshakov, @Boofy, Anand Houston, Victoria Smothers, and Olga, Kot, Hank and Lori Plauché for inspiring me to get back into music finally after all these years. I'm extremely grateful for these guys.

I love you guys. Thank you for watching. 💙