Jamerrill's Abandoned Garden Tour June 2024

[katrinaperes]

I really understand what you mean about being emotional going in to your garden space. This year I lost a very dear man in my life. I planted over 30 different tomatoes for this man. All different types of them and every time I walk into that garden I cry . Also his family gave me 60 days to move. So I can not step into my garden. I can’t even look at it. So I gave it away. As I am writing this I am crying. Eventually I hope I can grow another one but for my mental health I am not gardening. On the bright side I watch how you had started to walk to help you heal. So now I have a gym membership and it’s helping me to heal. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. You are helping me and you don’t even know it. Or even know me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[birdmadgrrrl]

Girl, I know you calling it “abandoned” is a dig at your haters and I’m here for it. Forget them. If they’re so mad they can come tend it for themselves. You’ve got bigger fish to fry and it’s YOUR land, your garden, if you need to let it go feral for a season or ten of your life, that’s your prerogative. Your real fans are here for whatever season our Mega Mama is in.

I had cancer…twice. My garden suffered. I let so many plants just die. It was a feral barren wasteland. I was lucky to get out without chemo both times but the surgeries and emotional toll of it all took me OUT. Eventually I pulled it all up and started over. Now it’s full of abundance again. Do what you feel like you can and not what others think you should. ❤

[GibbsMusicStudio]

Jamerrill, I have been watching your struggle and silent growth the past year....all while your garden seemingly struggled and has been experiencing silent growth for you to find. There has to be some divine parallel here. And all while watching this video, the hymn "For the Fruits of His Creation" kept going through my mind. Those lyrics are so specific to your garden situation! Holy Spirit moment? Continued prayers for you!!

[ArmindaHeart]

Volunteer plants always make me smile and think about how AWESOME our creator is ❤

[kima]

I think your garden is wonderful because it still thrives with accomplishments of the past and is keeping future hopes and dreams safe until you are ready xo

[melissam]

I would like to make a suggestion. I know the state of your gardens is hard for you to see. You pointed out so many beautiful flowers. Have you thought about cutting some of the flowers to make yourself beautiful bouquets. Maybe 1 every week or 2 as a reminder that your gardens are still providing beauty for you and your family. Imagine a fresh home grown bouquet on your table.

[Claudia-rlkl]

Jamerrill, there are seasons in life where the earth has to lay fallow to gather up it’s strength again. It is not dying, it is resting. Your garden is beautiful and like your other viewer said, the earth will take back anything you don’t end up using so nothing is a waste because it will make the earth stronger the same way your season of rest and running and growing will make you stronger🤗

[RamonaBienka]

There will always be a season to begin gardening again. You do you and it will come in time.

[reallifehomemaking]

The garden is kinda of a reflection of how life is. Crazy with lots of weeds, but at the same time Gods rays of beauty showing throughout. ❤

[andreamatthew]

Your volunteer plants are a hug from God to you! Enjoy the goodness.

[SimplyStacyL]

Your garden is a beautiful picture of real life - it may look messy, but it is full of beautiful things that nourish and bring joy. ❤

[ayronsmama]

Mama J right here with you! This season is tough! I bawl at the drop of a hat. I'm angry and fighting for my sanity! Heartbreak and that big ole curveball has a tight grip. I went to get squirrel and bird food for what gets me going in the morning, with no sleep, the dreams are good and punishing at the same time. I've allowed evil to torment me and it's like reliving it all over and over.
But didn't cause I started to sob and walk out.
This is my 2nd Sunday since he died and I can't follow along at church, even online! I'm lost and know where to turn! On my knees asking for relief but I know Our Lord is here holding me up. It's the grief, anger running head long into the wall and begging to be able to climb over to the other side. As I looked at your garden I was reminded that whether weed or bloom it's all a blessing from God. And I heard the quote I'm so fond of.. Remember WHO I AM and WHOSE I AM, on repeat!
Thankful for you Mama J and I believe in us both. Lol, hold my beer. Lovins to y'all!

[kathleenchambers]

I was so excited to see your Walmart lilies living out their destiny with you and making you smile. I love my lilies.

[penbrown]

Don't you worry about those hopes and dreams in that garden, you still have hope and you still have dreams, they've just grown like that garden. It is beautiful, all that lush growth it just paints a picture of freshness and new beginnings. Don't worry about weeds they're just natural flowers and especially dandelions, pretty yellow faces and the oh so delicate seeds. So good for the wildlife. So maybe not feeding the kids with tomato sauce but nurturing the nature around you ❤ take heart my lovely lady, you're doing so well x

[lorenstribling]

Focus on the things that bring you joy. Even if you only work one flower bed that is enough. Your garden will wait for you. Mother Earth is patient and she understands.

[bumper]

What an example you are for your kiddos. Both in how to do the necessary hard things and also in being gentle and compassionate with yourself as you make your way through.

[forgetmenot]

“Don’t worry, the earth will take it back.” Goosebumps! 😊

[jwalt]

Hi Jamerrill, I just wanted to tell you that I look up to your strength and I feel your pain. As Christians we do go through trials and tribulations. I lost my daughter 3 years ago she was 20 years old, I was diagnosed with leukemia last year and I’m in remission thank God, I twisted my ankle last week and now I have a 2nd degree ligament injury, and to top it all off my husband and I separated after 25 years. Only God’s grace has me still here. What I can tell you is that when I feel like I just can’t anymore I call on the Holy Spirit and he helps me!!! Sending you prayers!!

[yvettegerry]

Thank you Jamerrill, God loves you and so do we ! 🌸🦋🌸

[lisabryant]

Jamerrill, you are a survivor just like your garden. Sending lots of love and hugs. ❤