Unipolar psychotic depression - Symptoms

Unipolar psychotic depression Symptoms

[joshmcgregor]

I don't have aggression, unless major self hatred towards myself to the point I want to be beaten or killed by someone counts as aggression...

[sanguine]

Damn...the more I learn, the more it sounds like me. I've been doing self analysis, and research for about 2 years. I had a lot of things kind of sound close, but not quite. This hits the closest. Also have family history of bipolar, but I've only ever had the depression side. Major memory, and concentration problems. Overly paranoid about absolutely everything. I see people in my side vision often. Its gone when i look right at the area, but a good amount of fear of it. Lots of anxiety, especially social anxiety, probably from paranoia. That, and everything seems completely pointless, and I don't really enjoy anything. I've tried killing myself a few times growing up. The most serious time was with a shotgun, but the shells were old, and I think humidity got to them, because they wouldn't fire. I was about 15 or 16 then. I'm 40 now, and not much has changed. Voice in the head also. Not as a sound. More like a separate internal monolog that I don't really control, and argue with sometimes. It's very negative, and abusive. I understand it's not separate, but that doesn't change the perception. I have bipolar in my family, but I've never had the manic swing. Only the depression.

[misscherrybomby]

what about premenstrual dysphoric disorder and premenstrual exacerbation of existing condition