My Car Broke Down + Second Guessing, Regrets?

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[simplynifer]

April, you can not go down the rabbit hole of what ifs! They will eat you alive. My husband passed away, it will be 2 years Dec 14th. I only allow myself to do the what ifs for 20 min. thats it. When I start I set my timer. Because bottom line you can not change what has already happened. Remember the good times and continue to make them proud.

[kathleenjbazan]

Sweet April, you are such a good daughter, your mother and dad are so proud of you. During the holidays it’s always hard missing loved ones, and I’m sure the move was a good decision but it takes a while to adjust. Never question yourself about not spending enough time with your parents, I think we will all feel that way when we’ve lost those we love so much. You lived at home longer than most young girls. Love your vlogs!

[deewaipio]

April, when you showed your dinning table and the rug, my first thought was it's too small, however, if you love it and you're happy with it, that is the main thing right? Losing your parents comes with many regrets and lots more happy memories, it's life. Take it easy and see you soon...~dee~

[leishagreenleaf]

Darling April, please save yourself from thinking of if you could or, should off, would off. Hindsight can do your head in . We can’t change the way things happened . Be kind to yourself and know you were a wonderful and loving daughter xxxx

[morales]

April sending you lots of virtual hugs and good vibes!!! I think you thinking about not giving your parents enough time is part of grieving. It comes in waves. Thank you for sharing 🫶

[jlw]

Hi April, I love you guys! I’ve been watching your videos for over a decade, before the kiddos, when you were still in Southern Cal. I’m an Asian lady living in the Sacramento area — miss you guys in Northern Cal! I was always hoping to run into you somewhere. My bf for 11 years was from Minnesota. He, his family and friends were the nicest people I’ve ever met. I always loved visiting Minnesota, but the first time I visited at Christmastime the cold shocked me! I don’t think it got that cold whenever I went to Tahoe! I’m so happy that you found your dream home and that you’re surrounded by family. Looking forward to all your Minnesota videos! Wishing all of you the happiest wishes ever!

[Yeahthatshowifeel]

When you said Vitameatavegamin as you were taking your natural remedy 😂 I love watching the I love Lucy reruns ever since I was a little kid they are so comforting to watch.
Hopefully Justin didn’t get sick and you feel better.

[lindadrewes]

I miss my mom extra during holidays too. You’re an amazing mom April. You’re home looks beautiful!❤ and the nails look cute too.

[catmama]

I’m glad you’re feeling better and you look so pretty. The headband with your gorgeous hair is really a beautiful look. Talk about your mom and dad all you want because I talk about my husband constantly and my cats. I might sound crazy, but I think when we talk about them, they hear us. That was one of my favorite I love Lucy episodes.

[isagoldfield]

Happy Sunday April & fam!! Stay warm🪅🎄🎁

[BrittyGirl]

April, you are soo funny. I love watching/listening to you. Haven’t watched in awhile, but every time I do, I wonder why I ever stopped. Keeping being so authentic ❤

[uofnkkt]

I've been watching since you all were in rentals/apartments in CA. Congrats on the move. I've done multiple cross country moves myself. You all seem very happy and at peace. Wishing you all the best this holiday season.

[katiebv]

Hi April, been loving your vlogs and contagious laughter ❤! You are so funny and bestest mother. Looking forward to seeing your new contents. ◡̈

[GellieMorris]

Everything you've done and decided on in life, were all meant for a reason! You wouldnt be you today, if it wasnt for those decisions youve made in the past. Youre doing amazing friend! Thanks for always sharing your life with us❤

[with_mee]

Girl you are even funnier in Minnesota. I’m so glad you remembered that you spent a good amount of time with your parents. That is literally one of my battles rn. I moved across the country from my parents and I miss them and my family so much. Life is short and idk if we made the right choice moving away.

[rosemariemello]

I was so happy when I came home from work, and so you posted a long vlog. You're precious ❤

[ElenaVG]

Love the vulnerability and sharing parts of your story. It’s encouraging and inspiring. Oh April, I got emotional with you when you questioned yourself…prayers. Bless. Yes, count those blessings girl. Get that rest. Have a beautiful week.🙏🏼🥹✝️🧎🏽‍♀️

[cochic]

April I love the vision board idea!!! I’ve always wanted to do that. Thank you for the inspiration!!! And you talk about your momma as much as you want!!! ❤

[krystalmatthews]

I am so loving watching you and your family adjust to a colder climate. Honestly I just love having your vlogs back PERIOD‼️❤️❤️❤️

[MzMineFind]

I love me some I love Lucy! Thanks for the Orange tip. Going to give that a try. Putting salt on fruits is an Asian thing. Growing up we did that with watermelon that lacked flavor and it made it really tasty. My husband thinks it’s weird too. Your mom and dad are smiling at you from up above and are grateful to have a wonderful caring daughter like you. You should have no regrets.