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I was on the verge of quitting, but the Queen arrived just in time.
Today is the last day of my first ever plush campaign, and as predicted, we didn't reach the minimum for it to go into production. I was going to announce my plan to venture into live-streaming and make a Fruit Vtuber IF we somehow managed to hit the goal, but looks like that won't be necessary.
I realized the campaign reflects the state of this channel.
Even with your continuous love and support, it's still far from the goal of this channel being a sustainable work. Looking back this year, I've opened channel membership, uploaded more frequently, tried to be more engaging...
...But nothing seems to change.
I thought if I put more effort, things will work out, only to fall between two stools. All these while I've forgotten that I'm working alone, and my ability is limited. I felt defeated, depressed... Maybe it's time I look for a better paying job?
That is why I described this channel as a dying tree. I was too naive to hope for a miracle, that this tree will bear fruit once more... Until the Queen enlightened me.
"This tree is dead. Why not plant a new one?"
The Queen whispered this to me around 2:30am on December 1st, while I was taking a breather outside, thinking how to do the video. Such a simple statement, yet it landed a critical hit.
Plant a new tree, see how it used to be.
I need to shift my focus, set a different goal, revert back to the time when I would create videos just because I enjoyed it. I was able to make this in 2 days, I still got this.
That being said, I will continue this for another year, to making everything that's piled up in my mind. After that... we'll see.
If you read until here, comment "THANKS QUEEN" and I'll be sure to leave a heart ;)
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By the way, did the background music sound familiar? It's actually the very first music I composed, and the Fruit's theme is a sped up version of it.
"Midnight Rain" by Lychee Chong
Best listened with the rain. The Fruit's theme is called "Fuzzy Rain" but I didn't upload that to keep the exclusiveness huehue
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Lastly, it's not the end!
We're still collaborating with GimmeSwag to create wonderful little things.
Thank you so much for your time and support!
Today is the last day of my first ever plush campaign, and as predicted, we didn't reach the minimum for it to go into production. I was going to announce my plan to venture into live-streaming and make a Fruit Vtuber IF we somehow managed to hit the goal, but looks like that won't be necessary.
I realized the campaign reflects the state of this channel.
Even with your continuous love and support, it's still far from the goal of this channel being a sustainable work. Looking back this year, I've opened channel membership, uploaded more frequently, tried to be more engaging...
...But nothing seems to change.
I thought if I put more effort, things will work out, only to fall between two stools. All these while I've forgotten that I'm working alone, and my ability is limited. I felt defeated, depressed... Maybe it's time I look for a better paying job?
That is why I described this channel as a dying tree. I was too naive to hope for a miracle, that this tree will bear fruit once more... Until the Queen enlightened me.
"This tree is dead. Why not plant a new one?"
The Queen whispered this to me around 2:30am on December 1st, while I was taking a breather outside, thinking how to do the video. Such a simple statement, yet it landed a critical hit.
Plant a new tree, see how it used to be.
I need to shift my focus, set a different goal, revert back to the time when I would create videos just because I enjoyed it. I was able to make this in 2 days, I still got this.
That being said, I will continue this for another year, to making everything that's piled up in my mind. After that... we'll see.
If you read until here, comment "THANKS QUEEN" and I'll be sure to leave a heart ;)
======================================
By the way, did the background music sound familiar? It's actually the very first music I composed, and the Fruit's theme is a sped up version of it.
"Midnight Rain" by Lychee Chong
Best listened with the rain. The Fruit's theme is called "Fuzzy Rain" but I didn't upload that to keep the exclusiveness huehue
======================================
Lastly, it's not the end!
We're still collaborating with GimmeSwag to create wonderful little things.
Thank you so much for your time and support!
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