Sad Storytelling Eminem Type Beat - 'SUICIDAL THOUGHTS' (prod. H1TMAN)

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0:00 INTRO
0:21 VERSE 1
1:03 HOOK 1
1:24 VERSE 2
2:07 HOOK 2
2:29 VERSE 3
3:12 HOOK 3
3:32 OUTRO

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storytelling rap beat

[Jehoschua-oefb]

(Verse 1)
I was never just a normal kid, grew up twisted in the mix,
Parents split, life flipped, darkness creeping in quick,
Dad preached a righteous path, then turned his back,
From faith to fallen grace, I watched his soul crack.

I saw him wrestle with demons, in his eyes, a tormenting storm,
A once strong man, now shattered, in pieces he'd perform,
In front of me, he aimed to end it all, a chilling scene,
That haunting night, etched deep, in my mind it gleams.

(Chorus)
I turned to smokin', drugs, tryna numb this pain,
Escape the real, but it just fuels the flame,
Lost faith in God, lost faith in myself,
In this hell, drowning, can't escape this hell.

(Verse 2)
I started walkin' a thin line, lost in the haze,
No light, no way out, just a hopeless maze,
Anger burned bright, fueled by this inner fight,
Wanted out of this darkness, but lost in the night.

Tried to drown out the screams with the sound of a high,
Chasing highs to forget lows, but it was all a lie,
Blaming God for the mess, cursin' at the sky,
But deep down, just a lost soul tryna survive.

(Chorus)
I turned to smokin', drugs, tryna numb this pain,
Escape the real, but it just fuels the flame,
Lost faith in God, lost faith in myself,
In this hell, drowning, can't escape this hell.

(Bridge)
But through the chaos, I found a flicker of light,
A voice inside, whisperin', "It's gonna be alright, "
Slowly rebuilt, found strength to fight,
No longer chained by the past, breakin' free tonight.

(Verse 3)
Now I stand tall, scars etched, but I'm alive,
Grew from the ashes, found purpose to thrive,
No longer runnin', no more shadows to hide,
Embracin' flaws, reclaimin' my stride.

Learned to forgive, found peace within the storm,
No longer haunted by the past, I've been reborn,
No longer need to escape, found my way home,
In this journey of redemption, I now roam.

(Chorus)
No more smokin', drugs, I faced the pain,
Embraced the real, turned my losses to gain,
Found faith in God, found love for myself,
From the depths of hell, emerged stronger than myself.

[NamuhYT]

I wake up, wrong side of the bed
All these evil thoughts roaming in my head
Search for peace, all I find is dread
Even my own momma, wishes I was dead
Hard, is the game of life
They stab you like Brutus with the tip of a knife
That’s why you stay hidden like the dead of the night
Cause haters can’t see without no sight
Understood? never thought u would
I did everything that I, thought I could
Using all your muscle to make it out the rubble
Nothing in this life can come without a struggle

(Let me know your thoughts down below maybe I’ll come back and add some more) stay strong my friends

[bigfrap_]

All the beats I have listened to are perfect.

[DylanVandyke]

You ever been Stuck inside your own mind, doesnt matter where you looking never able to find a way to climb back up from behind, on the steep decline start losing tract of the time, keep living in the past wishing that you could rewind, think i know what johnny meant when he said he walk the line, and id be lying if i told you i was fine, trying to protry myself as giant to hide the emptiness thats eating me inside, having thoughts of dying and contemplating trying, wondering who would even notice if one day that path is chosen, cant seem to get my mind to focus on anythibg other then these emotions, wish i could i say im only joking, but inside feeling broken, thinking bout overdosing, tired of just coasting by even wrote a goodbye note, tears falling out my eyes grow steady, and i guess now im ready

[Xenovergeofficial]

Back to the river,
back to Cave, where you wrote all these letters, the words that came from the shades,

back to the feelings, back to the hate, found your own rhythm, now you’re removing the traits,

Back to the villain, back to the fade, playing this backwards, you’ll enter the phase

Nothing comes backwards, im just playing this safe?
Can you hear me?
Am I still living? My name?

[ripppipp]

been looking for a way out, after all isn't that what life's all about? You see, I try to stay sobber, but only when I'm sleeping. Guess most of my life choices left my loved ones alone and weeping, as I shoot for the stars, but my aim's a little off instead of hitting stars I'm crashing cars on freeways. Don't even know which way is up, not that you really give a fuck anyways. No matter where you go, I'll still be here for you, even after all the shit you put me through, after all a wrecked home is better than being all alone right? Many times, I lie awake at night, wondering why half the time I even try to still put a fight. Been on the brink death a couple of times, I try to express my pain through my rhymes, but it seems the harder that I try to do that, the more disgusted you become at me. I break every fuckin mirror that I see, you know how I make you sick when you look at me, well that's how I feel when I see the demon eyes staring back at me. Never really mattered if you would have stayed, there's just no possibility that I'd ever change. Thought I had this shit under my control, but now I see that all the drugs have finally taken their toll.
That's all I got for now

[djdangiroux]

Insane composer behind this beat man good work you are a legend for real 🥵👊👌🔥

[TavonneLelea]

I been thinking bout how ive been, took the lost, loss my granny i was a little man, cant learn from my mistakes shouldnt really live$ NE momma we go get the money after that, its like a world of a paradise, more beautiful than hell. Sorry for everything... Shout out to the vhb gang man its a world of a paradise if i was too win 100, 000, 000 dollars... 2 mill goes to every single vhb member.

[HollyBeresh]

Staying out of your head don't put yourself in your self in prison ❤❤❤

[GodspeedKzoo]

I was kid who was bullied everyday
I became a castaway once
I started to age
I got growing pain
And binful of rage
No thanks to my dad he wasn’t there any day

[ka_iRo]

Last boy..

Don’t say
That u are wrong
Don’t say that
I was gone
For That which u are always fighting for
I guess it will be like it no more
All of the times
That had me off hard from my formed shell
Casting another holy spell
To my music to get something else
out of this world
Not from this place,

coz
Here it is all the same
Not everything u see will last
So hold it on tight today
Untill my last breath
I will be writing this
Coz it’s my list
Of my remembering memories
Coz it’s my list
Of my shattered harmony’s
It’s my list which always provides me to write many truthful things
Harmonics is all I need in this beat
..🙌

[ArronWalker-th]

Man im writing inside cause i aint got no paper handy, wishing i was sippin brandy cuz i cant relax whatever the substance just give me a doze before i snap im just speaking facts i started from underneath the surface and rose through the cracks, a nervous habit anxiety and depression the reason addictions always arriving finally taking this obsession and passion inspiration to another level adapting to whatever score needs settled im a master rapper the underestimated poet never reckognized if i walked past and looked you dead in the eyes you wouldnt notice not a budge outta direction no fucking hesitation youd maintain focus im breaking down if you cant tell i prayed to god so many nights without a reply i figured why not try given a chance with hell take a dance with the devil if itll help me achieve provide me the guidance to rise without limitations sacrifice everything i care for turn a passion into a religious belief im speaking too deep for you to comprehend on a list youd never begin to understand i aint even sign with my name just look for the scar in the palm of my hand or every man whos got that look in they eye as if a demons lurking behind waiting for just one reason with devilish ways whispers at a distance unfamiliar with what he says im here to cause devastation you promised id rise beyond any horizon i swore on my life id give you my soul for just a short time to live devine and build a life of my design you gave me your word when my blood splattered that line so im heee to make you a promise weather it takes me in the afterlife ima make sure to come i wont have to use a gun or abuse an opportunity just to get you confused and make the decision its already been in submission you just didnt listen in the beginning i came from a distant time weather past or after maybe before these raps chose to scatter i made sure to prove a point teach a lesson soon youll see just wait with patience i changed my ways to be the greatest delete my flaws and erase all expectations so you couldnt even premonition what i got waiting, to be continued part one

[joshuabond]

There’s no happy ending so don’t hold your breath.
I have to work until I die to pay off all of my debts.
Whatchu know about this stress?
Building up all the pieces til they connect.
Got sober after such a close encounter with death.
No sweat.
For the longest I never slept.
It was hard for me to rest.
Late night walks inside my head.
The definition of a mess.
Cancer in right nut, cancer in my wife’s breast.
And My grandmas death.
The last two years have been the biggest test.
Sometimes it’s really hard to accept.

[Kdog-effg]

Let me stop for a minute it all started when I
Lost my light as a kid he was one of a kind
The type to take his shirt off his back for yuh he was a wonderful guy
Had a couple homies by his side
And his mother never really knew
That he was stuck between choice
That would change his whole life
And that choice even his took his own life
Doesn't like to talk about it
Don't think he could without it
How much cash did he spend on it
Probably a couple hundred thousand
And he's falling down a slope can't seem to climb the mountain
And family needs em to straighten up
We ain't staying with you we done wait enough.
And you aint got the grind
Set all the jokes aside he really tried

[ZeroElo]

Hold up this is too fire, wtf . Hold that w . I’m writing now

[ysma.conla]

Te deje una nota shorty
Solo me traje mi maleta
En un papelito que parecía una receta
Eran pocas

Si te digo a detalle lo que dentro me pasaba
Se que no me entenderías aunque lo diga en tucara
Baby no eres mala, lo que pasa es que te amaron diferente
Lo mio no es amar de lejos, eso lo tengo presente


Me enamoro una tal princesa que estaba metía en exceso
El corazón me jugo chueco y la mente cayó en un hueco
Fuck me enguile por uno besos
Pero n

[signiller]

I'm stuck in this day of night, shadow’s grip is tight, 
Fighting with my mind, yeah, it's a ruthless fight.
Voices in my head, man, they creeping in the dark, 
Trying to find a spark but I'm drowning in the park.
Moonlight's my witness, whispers in the breeze, 
Locked up in a maze, ain't no sign of keys.
Trapped within my psyche, walls caving in, 
Heart heavy like the weight of every sin I’ve been.
Chorus
I'm stuck in this day of night, can’t see the light, 
Mind’s a battleground, every thought ignites.
It straight up gives me a fright, this internal fight, 
But I’m gripping on tight, I’mma make it right.
Verse 2
Battling the demons that be lurking in my mind, 
Searching for a way out, but it’s hard to find.
Every step I take feels like sinking sand, 
Praying for an angel just to take my hand.
Dreams feel distant, hope’s on mute, 
Heart’s out of tune like a broken flute.
But I’m a fighter, soldier through the fear, 
Turn my pain into lyrics, make it crystal clear.
Bridge
Hear the clock tick, time’s a cruel friend, 
Wishing for a sunrise, when will this end?
But deep inside, there’s a flame that glows, 
Even in the night, that’s how the story goes.
Chorus
I'm stuck in this day of night, can’t see the light, 
Mind’s a battleground, every thought ignites.
It straight up gives me a fright, this internal fight, 
But I’m gripping on tight, I’mma make it right.
Outro
So I write these rhymes, let the beat set me free, 
Spit my truth out loud, that's my therapy.
From the day of night, to the dawn so bright, 
I’ll conquer this war, yeah, I’ll own my life.

[thegodOffire__]

Its bitter but acceptance is better
❤

[loganmallory]

2 The No Life Kids Your Not Alone Be Better Please

I was a Young boy
with a liquor soul
Never ever had
no hands to hold
Just a devil with a choke hold
I was on my own
Down this road
All alone
Not single soul
Would ever know
All the pain that I suffered
Young brain, put through the thunder
Marry Jane, just keeping me under




My real father figure wanted to get up and leave
Had another family that was far away from me
Never ever was able to see me turn 3
While my step father figure was putting his hands on me
See I never understood why I never wanted him to leave
So I took the whips from the willow trees
While my back bleeds it’s okay cause I knew he never fucking leave
That’s what love meant to me

It was never enough
so mama had to act tough
Even if got rough
So she lied to her kids
Pushed down the stairs
she was sleep walking
I was just watching
Like mama why lie
But understood why
You don’t wanna see your kids cry
So you stuck with him and drank through night
Even if every day was another fucking fight
Like mama you alright
Mama you okay
I swear that I’m okay
I promise that it’ll be get better
But never ever did
So mama had some trust issues that was never ever solved
Just the bottom of the liquor bottle getting dissolve


Mama got locked up
I was on my own
Fell in love with girl
An I started doing dope
With the weed an the lust
It’s the only way to cope
When your feeling all alone
When you ain’t got trust
Just a nose full of coke
With a Glock you wanna bust
So hard to get attached
But it’s easy at the same time
When no one has your back
While your Blinded by the drugs
In the puppy love
Saying I don’t give fuck

Take another shot
Just ease the soul
If I don’t do it then my hearts gonna fold
Gotta keep it locked
Gotta keep it in the cold
Cause if I show my feelings then everybodys know


Never was a liar, never was a cheater, but after all the pain, something had change


1 dad 2 dad 2 bullets in the chamber
Look me in the eyes and tells me whos in danger
Cause not me
it’s every mother fucker that treated this family poorly

[NamuhYT]

Hell, takes, shape
You’re trapped in this place
With no e-scape
You try to, run, to save, your face