NF - HAPPY (Lyrics)

NF - HAPPY (Lyrics)

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🎵 Lyrics:

Dear God, please
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressin' all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give You, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable

[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy

[Verse 2]
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like somethin's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losin' hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm

[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Bridge]
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on livin' in—

[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy

[Outro]
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy

[TrapWorkoutMotivation]

This is the best music I've heard in my life

[MNVibes]

this song and mistake are the best song can relate to both so well

[SuperMusic]

The dislikes are from the people whose phone was vibrating so badly that they missed the like button

[crystalwebb]

This song makes me think of a cousin (by marriage) whom we just recently lost to suicide... The way she felt and what she was going through. Only time she was truly happy is when she was up here in Ohio with her long lost family. She wanted to come back but could not...things happen, life happens. Breaks my heart she felt the only way out was that way... We love you forever Bets and I pray you have that peace you have been searching for all along 🙏
I love this song and it has so much meaning. ❤ Thanks NF for coming out with ANOTHER GREAT. Love you and your music!!!

[TheArizonaAce]

My dad keeps listening to this song every time.

[michellenedeau]

Omg Do you know me? This is all about me.

[ekellygirl]

My brother danced for 4minutes straight with this song playing

[UnbeatedNoob]

Why does NF keep writing songs about me?😂