broken dreams.

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Note: All of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. My channel is NOT a monetized channel. My only goal is sharing escapism music to help out people that are sad.

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song list:
00:00:00 metahesh - life's too short
00:03:01 thenian - dystopia
00:05:02 øneheart x ashess - rescue
00:07:19 Gilsw - Blue Eyes
00:10:03 The Light Soul
00:12:45 Isaiam - Wind
00:15:20 Gilsw - Find Me
00:17:48 for home use only. - circles
00:21:00 Atrixx - Eclipse
00:23:13 diedlonely - avenoir
00:28:12 antent - in your arms
00:29:41 Lesiw - Run to You
00:31:51 Slowx - Far Away
00:33:55 Atrixx - Moment
00:35:56 reidenshi - november 8
00:37:58 øneheart - hide away
00:39:34 alixe. - memories i hold onto wKirxto
00:42:09 nilöwh. - the beauty of loneliness
00:44:13 METAHESH - Among The Stars
00:47:14 Otixx - Echoes

[navo]

Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:

[JusticeRobideau-jrum]

This will always remind of him. Summer ‘2023 we met… it was beautiful. I wish him the best in life✨ he showed me so many things in a short amount of time… oh I hate summers….

[DR_Warr]

We fell in love with eachother on the 16th of February, ever since then my life has been amazing, living my life with someone who actually loves and cares about me, before then I was nothing a nobody. I think of you with every passing minute the long night we spend together on call are the best things a person could ever get. I'm sorry for sometimes messing up, being annoying and making you angry/upset. I want to tell you I love you and I'm afraid of loosing you, cause your my baby. I can't bear the thought of it and I get worried and break down into tears, the time you spend with me means so much and loosing you would absolutely end me. I love you M.C. you mean so much to me and I just wanna spend the rest of my life with you. I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect person you may dream of but you yourself are perfect in every way. Every day I wake up knowing there's someone who is there for me, not making fun of me and loving me. I have no friends, only you. My sweet girl. I love you billions of times over and I am really really sorry.

[brb.]

I should've spent more time with you.
I should've done more for you.
I should've been perfect.
But i wasn't.
Now, you're with someone perfect.
And my heart still calls for you.

[michaeldost]

I used to be so ambitious… now I’m just dead inside…

[pedrosiqueiraantunes]

This image remember when me and my older cousin used to play in my grandmothers garden house, in this time, I used to be really happy, but things changed

[OneEpicProtogen]

I have severe depression, and thanks to your videos i can sleep at night.

About 2 months ago at the time of writing this, ive been separated with my now ex-girlfriend. I thought she was the one, I though I could grow old with her, spend the rest of my life with her. Then summer break started, putting separation between us, her parents were very noesy and didnt particularly like me due to my appearance. Summer break alone was hard enough with not being able to see her, then when we got back, how high-schoolers, we had no classes or even lunch together.
That and summer break, we couldnt anymore, we both left eachother on simple and good terms.
Or atleast thats what i though.

Turns out she got with someone else after 2 weeks, i felt crappy but i said, "Hey, its her life, not mine."
Then i lost it when i found out i was her 3rd relationship, and she didnt actually like me. All those hugs and kisses, for what?
Nothing?
I fell back deeper into my depression, where i currently am now.

Then i started looking towards another person, i never considered myself gay or bisexual intil i started taking a liking to this guy in my 1st period. He's really sweet, introverted as i am, and we share a lot in common. Though he doesnt know i like him.
All i wish is for him to know.
I dont know what in gods green earth id do if he said no. Thats the only reason i havent told him yet.

Thanks for listening to me ramble on or whatever.


wish i were someones again.

[LostWorld-Comus]

I wish everyone the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. I love you

[BS-rvyc]

I just had my dream broken cant say what it’s is but I am angry and super sad I can’t stop crying

[NUllVOiD-nm]

Its like 1 in the freaking morning- WHAT ARE YALL DOING

[Hoiubo]

Why is your channel not monetized, if you are using autogenrated music from youtube.

Which is free to use.
It comes under fair use.

Can u guide on this.