Out of my head - Theory Of A Deadman - Lyrics

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To a special person. A person who hurted me and left me, but always will be in my heart anyways. :*

[javelldunn]

Theory of a Deadman is awesome and I love Tyler’s voice he sound amazing ❤😊😍😍🥰

[cas]

This is honest to god one of my favorite Theory songs..

[angelwood]

This is my favorite song by this band ☺☺☺☺

[Soulfire]

Amber how could I let the best part of me go away? I am so sorry for every tear and will remember every touch. I miss you more than I can say. I love you. From my heart to yours, always.

[malcolmriles]

My🔥Firedup🔥Youth-Childhood Theory Of A Deadman Song; Out Of My Head that I really love and Cherish💘so much from the bottom of my heart no matter what Yo☺💖😍💞.

[xambien]

This reminds me of two people I love, My girlfriend and my grandpa. Actually three, and my best friend Kai.

I'm bisexual due to a childhood experience, and Lauren? I met her online five years ago.. She's my best friend, and if I lose her? I think i'll end up dead. This was edited because it was originally about my ex boyfriend, But I lied.. I didn't love him. For four and a half years, I had a crush on Lauren since I met her online. After the first year, I got a feeling.. It was a feeling I couldn't just shrug off. I LOVED her. I began to cry during the night, Afraid if I told her she'd hate me forever. Now she's my girlfriend, and I was so happy when she agreed to be my girlfriend.. But she told me she has cancer, and my heart was instantly broken. I began to sob at night this time afraid to lose her. I love her SO much... She's my world. You know the song You Are My Sunshine? That song is her to me.. She's all I ever wanted, All I ever NEEDED.. and thinking about the possibility of losing her broke me. Now I pretend to be sick at school to go home and cry my fears and pain away, And everybody believes i'm okay.. But If she doesn't pull through i may not be. Lauren, If and when you read this because I showed you this video.. Know this: I'll always love you. If you die, I will fight to keep myself alive to make you happy.. Because I know you love me too. You are my world, and I will always need and love you. Losing you is going to be the thing that breaks my heart, but.. I can pull through this for only you. Despite my other friends Kai and Amy dying, They KNOW nobody means more to me on Earth than you. After what we've been through, Nobody compares. But Kai, If he reads this: I love him dearly. Him and Lauren are my world.. My stars in the sky.. My hope to keep living. So know I will pull through this hell even if I lose you, and I know at least one of you are going to make it.. I have faith that even both of you can pull through this. Because like in the Disney movies, True love can make anyone pull through their pain.. just don't close your eyes and give up on me.. Because if you close them in the time of pain, You may never open them.. and I may never be the same. I love you, Lauren and Kai.

My dead grandfather.. yeah, that got dark fast. After he died, I began to be suicidal.. I suffer from Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar Disorder, A.D.H.D, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, and OCD.. Most of those things came from that, He was my BEST friend since I met him as a baby.. We were never able to be separated, till he got Cancer.. I PRAYED every day, hoping he'd make it to my birthday, but.. just a month before he died.. Worst part? I was always JEALOUS of him, I wanted the attention he was getting for his sickness.. I was TERRIBLE, at only ten years old.. I believed it would just get better, I was only in Fifth grade, now in older... I realize how WRONG I was.. there was NO way he was going to survive, but I never believed it.. I was to scared to think of the worst. I began to feel like there's nothing left, and ever since? It's only got worse.. There is VERY little keeping me alive, i'm hanging by a thread. My teacher, Mrs. Y. is the reason I haven't commited suicide, she SAVED me with her words.. gave me talks about how there was something left, and how I was a bright and kind child.. that she SAW something within me, something bright.. Everyday, I go to her.. and tell her about my day, and if something was wrong with it.. she gives me a hug. Another person who saved me, was Mr. H, an Orchestra teacher. He was kind, and caring.. I have him till twelfth grade, so I see him everyday. Last year, I got in a LARGE fight with a best friend of mine, and I CRIED for hours, fearing she hated me. I got into that 6th hour class, BAWLING my eyes out.. everyone asking me what was wrong.. and I said either 'Everything' or 'I Wanna Go Home'... Then, we had to go out in the hallway and play a song from our orchestra book for a test.. and he took me by the arm and pulled me into that hallway, and gave me a speech about how everything would be okay.. everything was going to be alright, it happens sometimes. She wouldn't hate me, and I hugged him.., still crying thanking him.. My teachers are MORE than teachers, they're my friends.. And this song, it reminds me of the future. Now, every year.. since kindergarten, i've had good teachers.. supporting ones, none as supportive as them, and yet I cried over not seeing them, except Mrs. S. but I can save that story she's like them.. So I can only IMAGINE how hard i'll cry this year, when I find out i'll only be able to see these teachers every now and then, outside of school.. or at the beginning of the day. I can't imagine how it'll be like when I graduate, I'll feel sad.. But I'll always be able to visit although the year I graduate is the year is when that teacher retires. SO maybe we can get together and talk sometime? That's legal, Right, Lauren and Kai are the reason I see the bright side to anything anymore, and I'll appreciate them and the people who read this story and cared about my feelings, Including the uploader of this video.

In the end, Thank you for uploading this song.. and listening to my story

Edit: life has gotten harder, but I'm making it through piece by piece ❤️

[amarawilson]

This song is good I’ve never heard it before

[tonis]

It sucks... unfortunately I did the hurting and now he is in a marriage with someone who is nothing like him and regretting walking out. I wish I could hold him and tell him I am so sorry I made it hard for him that he felt like he had to marry the first girl who paid attention to him and now he is I just want him happy always have.... I just at the time couldn't be what he wanted and I knew that and I thought I was making the right decision :/

[jay-jamainfarsen]

Fresh single after reunion after a year already relation stop. Hurts so much

[patrickb.]

I love you Alli Cat....always have, always will. I know the good Lord has our paths crossing again in the near future.

[johanthekhajiit]

This song reminds me of my Ex. I love her still, she barely sees me as me anymore. She said i was a cheater and that I had thoughts for other girls. She s kissed four guys since we've been apart for about a month and a half, and I still love her😔...

[ronbosworth]

My ex tori I miss her if I could do it all again I would stay by your side

[peytondale]

My boyfriend put this song on for me and me and my boyfriend are a cute couple ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤