the smallest one - the celebration of the year

track 02 from my new EP, 'bend'.

lyrics:
i’m dying here
at the celebration
of the year
well i could cave & see the light
or burn everything in sight
i just want to feel alright

tell me how i could calm down
give me ways that i could drown
in this sea of recycled sound
cauterize this paltry wound
the doctor's in the other room
higher than a lost balloon

okay, i'll see you around
i can't stand another second
in this crowd
well i could stay & cause a scene
or go unnoticed as i flee
without leaving any memory

kill the lights & spin me 'round
the underground's got me down
but there's no way i'm striking out
hypnotize my cautious mind
give me only one more try
maybe then i'd feel alive