but i am working on it

Every three months I have to completely change the content on my channel to be unrecognizable compared to the three months previous. I got real weird and sad this week so here it is! A new video!

[NateBarduson]

Hey matalin, I’m just a stranger who found your channel through tiktok but I wanted to comment because this video was really emotionally affecting for me. I’ve been going through these same exact thought cycles that you’re describing, I just can’t put them into words well like you can. It’s kinda nice that someone perfectly captures how I feel, but I’m also upset that anyone has to feel like this, you know? Maybe it’s something everyone goes through in their twenties, but I look around and see so many of my peers who seem way more comfortable with themselves. This is only like the third video of yours that I’ve seen, but you seem like a really entertaining, hard working, fun person and you deserve to be validated for that!

[Abraxocleaner]

Hey Matalin, random internet man here again. I just want you to know that you'll get through this and sometimes you really have to take the time to take care of yourself and relax a bit. Now everyone is different, like I know a lot of people who benefit from having a workaholic lifestyle. I thought I was like that too, Im also going through a really rough patch right now. I just turned 23 and just graduated and feel like I should be like in a better position? Like I try to work on my art portfolio when I can and I've gotten pretty good at 3D but still no luck finding a job sorta thing. And with quarantine now I literally have no motivation to do those things. Its been hard to say the least. I guess what Im trying to say is that you should try to continue doing the things you love doing and that life isn't really a race. You got this

[honeylavenderbakery]

everyone's a work in progress in some way but it doesn't mean it's any easier for us as individuals (bad tuba noise)