sapientdream - past lives [audio edit]

sapientdream - past lives [audio edit]

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I'm so sorry for not posting for 3 days bcuz I ran out of internet

I hope you like todays audio edit,thank you guys for watching and I'l see you in the next audio edit and also don't forget to make me notice if you are using my audios

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Apps I used
Background - pixellab
Spectrum - aveeplayer
Audio - edjingmix,kinemaster

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hashtags
#zexxedit2022 #audioedit #edit #audio #pastlives

[niceeditz]

"No one notices your pain".
"No one notices your sadness".
"No one notices your tears".
But they notice your mistakes.
Lifes not fair...

[janidumartyn]

This song just reminds me of a friend I lost due to some reasons. She was a very kind and nice person last year, but she had very mean friends. She finally left them and came to me and another friend I had. We played so many games and we had something like an brother and sister bond. This year she went back to those very same friends that were mean to her and left me and my other friend in ruins. my other friend was very shy so she really liked having the person that left us as a friend, but when she left she was depressed.

Remember to never leave your friends. You might be happy but think about others too.

[agnidosth]

This is the perfect edit audio to listen to after school after your fav person looks 20x happier with others than you.

[danielbussineditz]

This reminds me of my dad. He was a very kind man and passed away just a few days ago. His presence was like my life to me. I could never stop crying that day. And today, I still cry from it. He died to stroke. I love you dad. RIP🪦

[RF.officialYT]

Trust me, put on rain sounds and combine it with this. Ultimate relaxation.

[usufnawaz]

Bro ily ily please make a full version on it like this ♥

[CashForYa]

I love how mostly the video background is just demon slayer (rengoku) just about to die during the muted train movie

[Mano_heschi]

This music always reminds me of me when I was younger living in a color world before everything was black and white

[rottentomato]

This song just reminds me of my life before the pain and suffering I'm facing

[Euphoriq_.]

2:53 am :
I sat in my dark empty room again.
I was debating with the little voices I have in my head, if I should still live or not.
This time, it looks like they are winning.
-by me.

[mohammadfaris]

this song makes me go in deep sad thoughts and losses, this happneds to everyone no one can say no

[devRabha-pt]

Recently my heart broke and i listen this 😢😔💔

[modhumitachakma]

I had a teacher
That passed way couple days ago she taught me for 4 years from 2019 to 2023 this makes me remind of her (i miss her)❤❤

[DadScyhe]

I had a ea that help me learn more then my past teachers. She helped me read and do math i had her from kindergarten to grade 3 she died from stage 4 cancer i sometimes thought of her as my grandma because of how sweet she was to me i was like 8 when she died my parents tryed to comfert me but nothing would work but till now i still fell like she is with me i just want to see here one more time.

[RandomBestEdits]

I just lost my dog yesterday rest in peace julia hope you be in our hearts
-Pls be happy what you got and always love them they might leave you early pls everyone from now always love everything u got and your family and ur pets

[ISSOO.]

I Also Miss You Kyojuro Rengoku Hasira😢 0:33

[Danielsfeex]

It's amazing how this song can bring back memories 😢

[playgaming]

Thanks I'm using this for a very sad edit 😞 😢

[Captainsherlock]

Okay, first of all, thank you for putting your time commitment into this edit audio! 🩷
It really is beautiful, just like you <3
Secondly, I bless you with a wonderful day, make sure you're sleeping well, eating well and hydrated!~
I love you 💖

Now here comes my extra, long vent? . . . Cause I'm weird like that :)


This gives such good memories, yet they're gone, now here I am suffering, it makes me sad listening to this version of the song. It sounds so . . . hiraeth. So nostalgic, I'm trying to forget about the past, because it makes me depressed, but my brain won't cooperate, it's hanging onto those precious memories, like a balloon.

It makes a pang of pain in my heart and my eyes start watering from those good old times, when things weren't as chaotic. Now everything is . . . just you know, not the same. We all grew up, letting go of our childhood, we watch our inner child say goodbye to us, up in a tranquil and peaceful place.

Even though I don't want to, I want to keep holding my little self's hand. So tiny and innocent.
Not knowing about the ugly truth, the reality in this world.
Remember when you were six? How did you feel? Happy, and free, like a bird right? Always playing with toys, going on vacays, socializing with your fellow friends, going on play structures, going to your favorite places . . .
This song makes me sad yet relaxed.

" Don't worry about me, I'll be fine.

Just don't look into my eyes. "
- some one who understands my sorrow.

I always smile through tears, when I fail into getting something or fail at a test or assignment, I feel like on a verge of tears, like I'm going to explode. When this happens, my mind completely turns into negative thoughts shooting at me, crumbling me to the ground, yet I feel like I deserve it. I wasn't always like this. I always ponder to myself: "What made me like this? . . . Where did the positive, self -loving me go?" I used to be happy with my mindset, I was happy about my smartness and believed that everyone has their own skills.

But as I got older, I realized that slowly, my mind was going insane. I was going psycho I felt like. These negative thoughts consume me and shape me into something I'm not. I'm still waiting for my skill to appear. So far, it hasn't. But you know what they say, being patient is always the key I suppose.

I don't want to show my anger and disappointment to other people, including my friends because I know it will make them worried, and I don't want my mood to affect their day, then I'm afraid I might seem like a attention-seeker, which I probably am.

You know what my family says lol, I'm stupid, which is true, I'm stubborn, agree, I'm spoiled, sure!

Most people who are the cheerful ones, the one who always comforts those around them, *those* are the ones who are the most broken. They are the ones who go home and cry and rant to themselves, "Why can't I be better?" They're the ones who hide the deepest secrets and hold their heart from falling apart. They want to give people happiness, what they couldn't receive.

It reminds me so much, my beautiful, my *very best friend*, my dog, who took care of me when I was eight, when I heard screaming and yelling through the doors, when I was home alone and frightened . . . My dog would always cuddle right next to me,
and it felt, so right. Like a mother cradling me and in a soothing voice, singing a powerful yet gentle lullaby. And this would make me happy since my real 'mother' left me when I was, I don't remember. I would say to my dog, mommy, and my dog would lick my face. Now, she's up there somewhere, it has been six years, and most people would get over an animal death in one year or so, but me?



Never.


Let me tell you. *MY. *DOG.* *WAS.* *THE.* *BEST:* *MOTHER* *AND* *BEST** *FRIEND* *I* *COULD* *EVER* *ASK* *FOR*
Every day, I go to bed and think about my 'mother' and my dog, and I would sob and hug myself, because I AM SO FUCKING LONELY. I have no parents basically, I have no mother, I never ever get a chance to say the word mommy. It would affect my mental health so much that I would dream of having an actual mommy and her loving me instead of leaving me. It hurts.

I really mean it.

[Rip_dehx]

the song is like someone is hurting my heart and I'm going to cry 🙂