I haven’t been my partner’s bestfriend but I’m gonna change that ❤ since becoming a mom I am not who I used to be, I don’t blame anyone for that. But I am more judgmental of everything around me, and that included him. Looking back I feel so bad bc I didn’t know or see it, and I felt right for feeling alone and lost and hurt bc it’s what I was going thru. I felt those ways and looking back I see there was ways to express it better but I can’t go back and change time. I can apologize and say I’m sorry. I have been slowly pushing him to the edge of our relationship. I see now what those actions have caused. I know now that in getting caught in my own emotions I forgot about his. Now all I can do is just pray that he notices the effort I’m gonna put forward to making things right. Getting back to being best friends and the way that we were… only issue has been me. I wanna blame the hormones but I wanna take full accountability from this point on - leave it in the past and set out on a NEW leaf. Pushing all those bad experiences behind us and growing/maturing together ❤ I love you baby
