i wasted my teenage years

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I can’t even binge eat because we never have groceries 💀

AlexandreaLorraine
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I’m literally so sorry that you went through that, I know how it feels, and I know that it’s not easy to stop. But I’m really glad you’re getting better now. I believe in you, you can do this<3

marysghostt
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It's so fucking scary. You lose all control, no thoughts in your head, not even happiness, regret or anything. I feel like a wild caveman, just shoving food without letting my mouth go empty. It just happens and it doesn't click then moments later, you snap back, realizing there's no reversing, and you have suffered through pain and discomfort you somehow didn't anticipate. We also wasted all that food, without enjoying it. Sending love, I hope we can heal.

lynzyxb
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Girl help I cant this hit too close to home 😭💀

iLoveMyCats_Lydia
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its the same for me bro i literally cried bc u described me so well

edit: yes yes keep them likes going mhm mhmmm

rekolux
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I'm happy that you're telling about your experience, I thought I was the only one. Even now that my apatite went down, part of me still wants to eat. It's so hard trying to lose weight when you're dealing with binge eating (and before that self starving)

felixsaccent
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“It was comforting letting that demon control my life, when I didn’t know how to control my own.” What a LINE. Hits so darn close to home. Thanks for sharing something so vulnerable yet so relatable.

KamilleBidanApologist
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I love how somebody is finally showing this side of e.d’s bc I always see posts ab anorexia or bulimia but I grew up with B.E.D so I was never recognized and it feels refreshing that I wasn’t alone

mayadelacy
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Bruh why did this made me tear up 😭😭 you described my teenage years so well

somefan
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Im a Teenager and I do this too, and now I’m in the habit of starving myself because I’m afraid to gain weight😭😭life can be tough but now I’m not binge eating as much and I started exercising instead of starving myself, and I make sure to drink water and never skip meals👍🏼👍🏼keep yourself healthy and remember we love you💗💗

mnFx
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Mei, I am the same but you helped me to get through my binge eating and I want to thank u for that. I lost weight, did the leserafim workout and did Pilates and ate better bc of you TYSMM

STARR_-xq
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Hello i have just watched only two of your videos but i still relate to you alot. I am currently in middle school and your videos explain what it is like to be insecure about your body but also not knowing when to stop when eating too much. I've tried dieting but it either only lasts one or two days i can never keep a diet going. I also do exactly what you did on the video i wear baggy tees because i feel like I'm too fat for crop tops or i just wear a sweater. Even in gym whenever I feel hot i try to refrain from taking my sweater off because I'm scared of people judging me. I am still trying to eat healthier, but i will try not to go hard on myself. If you have read this far, thank you so much for reading my story and have a good day❤

Freakbob-pl
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It sounds really tough to go through, I'm glad you shared this with the world

iluzky
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This video deserves so many likes cuz the content u post is something relating to thousands of people in this comment section, in this earth

rachanapadwalkar
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You are so brave for putting this out there. Coming from someone who experienced the opposite, I just want to say that you are such a strong and beautiful person and deserve to enjoy life ❤

azinana
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she looks like a mix of itzy’s yuna and twice’s jeongyeon😭😭😭

aawmlq
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I’m so sorry, I was like that too for a while and honestly, once and a while is still okay. It’s hard to work on yourself to give yourself the life you deserve but it’s one of the most important things you’ll ever do and it’s so so rewarding

alwaysaida
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I used to be like this when I was little. Remember that you’re not alone, a lot of people are here for you ❤️

lugonzalez
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this is so me, i love eating it’s literally my comfort 😍😍 fast metabolism rly saves me🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

alaangl
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god i'm watching this while binging this helped me realize i was doing it too </3 thank you

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