Rebirth, Nigredo and the Dark Night of the Soul

The Rebirth experience is a sort of waking software/functional update of our mind. Analogously, it is not a ‘bug fix’, it is the implementation of a new version of the software which is ‘you’, which if you see what happens to your computer usually involves a shutdown and a restart. And that is exactly how it feels as an experience – a shut down, a sort of death, and a restart. During the experience, you experience what seems like deletions and additions of parts of your mind, it is frightening because you are not in control and because you are fully conscious as it happens ... And it doesn’t always work.
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CREDITS

WR Thomas – A South Australian Corroboree, 1864
Max Ernst – various
Jean Delville – numerous
Hokusai

VIDEO EFFECTS AND FOOTAGE

Rise Lantern Festival
Rise Festival

Sky Lanterns 4K
Scott_Skollez

Black Crow on a Wooden Fence | Free stock footage | No Copyright Vedio | Copyright Free

Birds Free Stock Footage - Beautiful Flying Birds Stock Footage (No Copyright)||Free To Use Videos
Ismatulloh Salaf

Magical Dark Stock Footage | Free HD Video - no copyright
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Free stock footage Africa (No Copyright Audio And Footage)
M&KWatch

Crow sound effect no copyright | crow sounds to attract crows | crow noises | HQ
Nagaty Studio - Sound Effects

MUSIC

00:00 REBIRTH by Juan Sánchez — Relaxing Piano (Music for youtube videos)
BreakingCopyright — Royalty Free Music

08:53 Djinn - Francis Preve

14:18 REBIRTH by Juan Sánchez — Relaxing Piano (Music for youtube videos)
BreakingCopyright — Royalty Free Music

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[Starstorm]

Im in this stage 😢
Facing so much pain from childhood…
Facing blackness in my mind, soul…
I look deeper and deeper and at some point I see just black..
Like I can not see yet further.. understand.
The most painful thing is going through this with no proper emotional support from anyone. Having not a proper family.
But I know it’s part of the job…