Won't give up, even though it hurts so much

Early this year I sold my very difficult horse Primston. I bought beautiful and nice mare Zarate. She is amazing and perfect and I love her so much. But then when we started competitions, she started refuse jumping and scared fences very much. Everything else worked, but jumping didn't at all. I was so sad and depressed, I had really hoped that I could finally progress in jumping.
But I didn't give up yet. I trained Zara to everything scary and soon she started to trust and respect me more and more. I found a new jumping trainer to us, she has taken us ahead very much. Little by little jumping has started to work. Now, week ago we jumped 1,0 m clear and placed. I'm so, so, so happy.... I love this horse so much that I couldn't have never sold her.

In this video I want to tell this story. It's for missing my old horse, and not giving up with the new. I hope you like it.

I don't own this music!
Song: 5 Second of summer - Close as strangers