I Tried Ayahuasca And Finally Understood Myself

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Today, I share with you my first Ayahuasca experience that's changed my life. This is a story of the one and only time that I did ayahuasca and I thought about not putting this on the channel but quite frankly, I think that the insights are important enough that I couldn't not share them even though this subject matter is a sensitive one because it has left me and the people that
I've been able to share these exercises with feeling more joyous, more energetic, and more positive in their life and I didn't want to hold that back.

So the reason that it's a sensitive subject is because ayahuasca is a hallucinogenic plant / habit-ending drug — or how you want to categorize it — that comes primarily from the Amazon rainforest. It is illegal in the United States of America but tribes indigenous to the Amazon have been using it for a long time in rituals and ceremonies and increasingly, Westerners have participated as well. So you should know that I did not go into this lightly; I went into this very, very deliberately. In fact, the reason that I did it was because I'd had a breakup and I was struggling and I'd had a number of friends tell me that this was something that was in the right time to do and I said, "Okay," but I'm not the type of person to do drugs of any kind. I've never smoked a cigarette, I don't drink caffeine these days, I've never done anything with weed or beyond that, and I don't even drink alcohol I except for a glass of red wine before bed.

02:00 Charlie's reaction Ayahuasca
05:00 Start of Charlie'e life changing realization
12:00 There's always an inner child in everyone

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[Micoolaw]

The creative adult is the child who survived

[MarkusRobins]

if you think you may want to try ayahuasca, you're probably right. if you think you don't want to try ayahuasca, you're probably right

[ib]

This is probably one of most passionate videos i've ever seen.

[hkqtt]

she takes care of me and you don't...wow, that gave me chills

[ronniesunshine]

"You care more about these peoples opinions than about me" I watched that part 4 times. I knew this was true for me but hearing it in words like this really clarifies it and makes it real

[aaronarguelles]

Tell it like it is. Truth is truth, you report your honest and unbiased experiment and we can determine what we decide. It takes some big onions to share like this. Much respect.

[octane]

"We don't stop playing because we grow old. We grow old because we stop playing." George Bernard Shaw. Keep your inner child playing

[precision]

"because she takes care of me and you dont" hit me like a semi truck

[veerdeye]

You shared this trip report in such a fluid way i loved listening. Thank you for sharing this to such a large audience

[PlusSeen]

Hearing this made me cry. I think my inner child feels the same way.

[gypsyjunklady]

"Because she takes care of me and you don't" those words hit SO HARD. I feel like this applies to a LOT of us with relationships that don't technically satisfy, but supply a need we are delegating outside of ourselves. Which is fine if that's consensual, but I think in many cases we secretly resent our partners who are asking us to love them because they refuse to love themselves. Thank you so much for this post!!

[MrJRhacks]

I really expected a negative response from the audience, but I am pleasantly surprised to see the viewers are open-minded.

[PsychologyOfTheFight]

Ayahuasca was the best thing I ever did in my life. Thanks so much for sharing

[Nono-qlod]

Holyyyy! I’m historically crying right now due to the realisation of how much I can relate to this. I as well have been repressing my inner child and joy for long and didn’t realise at all! I’m so happy to have this realisation and this beautiful vulnerable video that has enlightened me soo much right now! Thank you! Thank you ! Thank you !

[JohnQuincy]

This was amazingly vulnerable and brought tears to my 50+year old eyes.

[twinkiemp]

I'm currently in Peru and have done ayahuasca. I had a great experience and got what I needed. Glad you're talking about this!

[stevenschelling]

You are such an engaging storyteller, I can’t remember the last time I just listened to someone monologue for this long without any cuts. Great story great message, thanks for enriching my experience \m/

[NeuroPulse]

Congrats on re-learning how to feel aswell. I also went about 10 years without crying because "men don't cry". I did not go 10 years without misery. In fact, the hard times were far worse because I was not able to release the emotion. A couple years ago I learned how to cry again. It was extremely difficult and required training. It was ultimately a couple strong catalysts that helped me cry my first couple times. I was amazed to discover that the sensation of crying was actually an extremely pleasurable and relieving release of emotion! It even felt physically pleasurable in my face. Ever since then I feel so much more connected to my emotions if I am in a safe enough place to freely express them.

[kingmaya]

This is so synchronistic. I used to watch you but unsubbed a while ago because I didn't want to put too much pressure on me being charismatic and pleasing other people. I really started my spiritual journey.
Then today I asked the universe for a sign they were with me. I felt disconnected in some ways, and recalled my own trips and wish i could have similar experiences.
Never tried ayauascha but looked it up to listen to other people's experiences. Your video was the first video to pop up, and it was posted 22 hours ago, 22 being a special number for me. Watching this I realized I too need to focus on my inner child. I wish you'd do more videos like this one, I really enjoyed it.

[falcodarkzz]

Yup, this is what the world has lost. Adults caught up in self developement and goal setting, who get to 35, have kids, and can barely interact with them because their creative, free side drowned in the wake of the success boat a long time ago.

It's not worth it.

Glad psychedelics showed you this.