Curtis Waters - Pity Party (Official Audio)

Pity Party is definitely the theme of the album. I remember after I came back home from the mental hospital, I actually started missing it. I felt like nobody in the outside world understood me because they couldn't empathize with what I had been through. This song is pretty much just me feeling pity for myself for a few minutes I guess.

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Lyrics:
I hate the mall
I hate the public
I hate the sun
My eyes are burning
I hate my friends
I don’t deserve them
I hate their love
No, I’m not worthy
I hate their love
I’m suffocating
Build my own casket
Cover the casing
I love my mom
But she’s too perfect
I hate the fact
I’m always hurting
I wanna hide
I am a burden
I wanna hide
I am a burden
I hated school
I kept on flunking
Maybe I’m stupid
Maybe I’m learning

I tried I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be

I like the hospital
They understand me there
They cuffed my hands tight
Police car took me there
I made some new friends
I heard some stories
I know I’m not a failure
At least I’m growing
Where am I going
I’m on my own path
Atleast I’m growing
I’ll be my own man
Soon

All this guilt Inside my brain
It’s gonna kill me
Trynna feel alright
My pain, it wont leave me
I’ve been blessed and cursed
At birth with my feelings
All the shit I hate
The shit is the real me
Got my little brother here
He’s just like me
You can try again with him
Please don’t hate me no no

I tried I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
(you have to make the right choice)

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[cool]

You deserve next level, Curtis Sir...

[chillaxcardi]

For me This song deserves *Grammys Record of the year...*

[xrvcx]

This song has been my favorite when I was recommended on Spotify, easy to relate to.

[prakash-fncx]

these lyrics are literally talking to my soul

[COOCHIEnera]

Hits me hard during this quarantine.... my mental health is killing me

[justsidekicks]

I think this is best song on the album but they’re all so amazing

[ayahope]

Most relatable song for me. I'm still can't go out in crowded places. I'm afraid If I can't fulfil other expectations from me. I know they love me and wanted me too see successful but it just suffocating

[charlie.squaple]

this whole album is spectacular! good job, Curtis!!💖💖💖

[curtisiii]

Ily curtis I first heard this then it got deleted I'm glad you dropped it again

[JamesLares]

OMG, i'm so confused its OCT 8 here lol. This is a bop anyways!!

[acouslaptic]

Whyyyy this song is not getting popular ) how ?

[freduasanchez]

Another perfection💞💞💞


Love and support from Ph🇵🇭