Better Luck Next Time // Animation Meme (Vent/Lazy)

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There's a lot going on for me right now...

CW: Mild Flashing, Vent
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*Please don't use this video in a compilation, mashup, review, etc. video without asking me first! (I'll probably say yes.)

(Long-winded vent below, read at your own discretion.)
I keep failing my classes, and I've been spending all of my time from 9 AM until dinner trying to catch up with my missing assignments. My dad says I should be good at physical science, because his entire side of the family is professionally experienced in scientific subjects and practices, and he's good at science, too, but it's really hard for me, and I feel like I can't live up to his expectations.
My dad told me that I waste time when I talk to people, because I always include a lot of details and take a long time to get to the point.
It's hard to make friends with my ASD, and there's someone I really want to be friends with, but I don't know what to say to them, and they're kind of hard to reach.
I've been hosting a roleplay on Scratch for a little while, sort of as a way to kick off my original species, the Geonixes, but nobody's really been doing much, and I'm worried that they don't like the roleplay, or that they think it's boring, and it's given me a lot of anxiety.
My best friend and I have been playing Valheim a lot recently, but I keep telling her I'll play with her and then I get distracted. There was this picture of her fursona, Aurora the Sylveon, that I was supposed to draw for her as a birthday gift, but I never finished it. All of this has made me feel really bad, and I really don't want her to be upset, because she means the world to me.
I miss my dog, Lolly. She was a sweet little pug with an outgoing, sassy attitude. I loved her so much, and now she's gone. We let her suffer without knowing it, and I didn't even get to say goodbye to her one last time before my mom took her to the vet. She deserved better...
Recently I found out from my psychiatrist that I have depression, and now my mom believes I might have anemia as well. I'm not looking forward to getting a needle stuck in my arm, and I don't know why I'm finding out all of this now, but it sucks.
I've had a lot of trouble sleeping lately, and as a result, I've been really off and exhausted. The quarantine and social distancing thing has been going on for so long, all the days and nights seem the same to me, and I just wish it would end.

Apologies for the lack of effort put into this video... I really haven't had much motivation to animate lately. I'll work on something better soon, though.
This video isn't directed at any one person, thing, or event. It's just a way to try to destress after a lot of unfortunate situations that happened in a short amount of time.

Credits
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Code:
- Echolepzy

Audio:
- "Better Luck Next Time" by Doja Cat

Original:
- Unknown

Inspired:
- @sashley

Characters:
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January 10, 2022
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Hey, I know this video was made a while back, but I hope everything's alright. Although it may seem like everything is crashing down on you, but it'll get better. I know it's kinda cliché, and I'm just a random person on the internet, but if you ever need to vent, I'll help you out, alright?

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