Layoff, Cancer & Miscarriage.. Life Has Been A Disaster Lately

Lets hangout while I update you on how absolutely shitty my life has been lately :)

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[seluland]

This is the second video of yours that I watched, right after your day in a life as an insurance agent. I can't imagine how you must've felt going through all of the things you mentioned but I wanted to say thank you for sharing this with us. It really takes a lot of strength not only to live through these life challenges but also to share your grief publicly. You truly are a strong woman and I wish you all the best, I already know you have a bright future ahead. Sending love x

Also absolutely love your makeup routine

[nat_ollivier]

I have loved seeing all the videos about your fertility journey. Precious content, so raw, dramatic but funny sometimes. Very very honest. It’s crazy how hard us women have it with pregnancy and stuff, just had a miscarriage at 11 weeks, embryo passed at 8 weeks and I had no clue about it until I started to bleed… Did it naturally at home…

[chelseapena]

Oh my goodness I am so sorry you are going through all of this! Life has been a dumpster fire for me lately too. sending you love and hugs

[ashleys]

I was holding my breath during the whole video...I am so, so sorry. Praying for strength and peace for you and your husband as you grieve. So happy about your sweet Callie, what an amazing and tough girl! Make videos that give you joy. ❤🙏

[KatM]

Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. I pray you’re doing better🙏 as for the last part, I’d love to see more content about you choosing your new journey… I’m currently new to looking into life Insurnace and I’m just pretty lost. I know I want to help people, I can do this part time/ on my free time, and I want a good mentorship that also helps me with remote leads but it’s hard to know where to start

[moreofmandi]

Sending love and light ❤ I’m sorry all this happened to you . When it rains it pours . You will have something great coming to you .

[blacksea]

Thank you for your honesty, things will be better ❤

[oliviacatherine]

True definition of when it rains it pours I hate that for you and I hope your sunshine and rainbows are coming soon.🤍 Thank you for sharing just shows you truly never know what people are going through and to always be kind.

[jenifermohan]

I’m really sorry for all the loss you have endured lately. Thank you for being bold and transparent. Did you work for Allstate? I also am an insurance agent and I am seeing lots of offices close around my area. Lots of carriers leaving California. This is my first year in insurance. I absolutely fell in love with the industry. However, I don’t feel the same job security I had when I started. I’m studying now for my life license and hoping this will create new vistas and opportunities.

[bailey]

I am so sorry you are going through this, but God does have a plan for you and your family. I have also unsuccessfully been going through IVF treatment at Boston IVF for the past two years and it has been tough. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

[emily-ghox]

Hi Erin! this makes me so sad about the rough times youve been through lately... but its so beautiful that you stay so graceful throughout it all 💖 i love these chats and its such a strong and healing thing of you to share your stories. also, i just wanted to mention you are one of the biggest influencers that encouraged my journey in insurance a year ago which means a ton to me! i'm sorry youre having trouble with the industry, but heres to things looking up because they always will. Also, try seeking a naturopath and herbalist for your miscarriages- there are so many herbal remedies that can help support your system, natural medicine is incredible especially for us women. hugs xx

[mban]

Erin, you are one strong lady! Never forget how much you are loved and as hard as it may seem now, remember that things WILL get better. Hugs to your baby Callie and may she get better. Sadly, I've lost all three of my dogs within the last 3 years. Keep your head up. On another note, I would love to see your kitchen progress.

[deesnider]

There really are no words to describe how devastating life can be at times. All we can really do is hold on to one another and just breathe until the ride slows down enough to stand up without falling.
I have always hated when people tell me “ what doesn’t kill you, only makes you stronger.” AS IF I HAD A FREAKING CHOICE. I know the saying is meant to come across as positive BUT to me during a time that I just want to throw up and cry for days it only makes me angry. Going through all the emotions in such a short time is exhausting and all I seem to do is stumble through the fog.
Take this down time for yourself Erin. You need this. I see you like WONDER WOMAN and I admire you so much my YouTube friend. Hugs to you and your family and big hug and kiss to Kalle ❤️🐶

[MorganM]

Hey Erin ❤ I have been watching your channel for a few years but I haven’t been up to date with YouTube for so long. My husband and I have struggled with unexplained infertility and then IVF and loss too and it is something you feel so alone in when it’s happening. I’m sorry for your losses, I am sending you all of my love and best wishes.

[rosegoldcreates]

Just started watching your channel. Hope your doing better now.

[stevi]

♥️be blessed w/ all that is good❣️peace, strength & health…..Callie is a love❤️

[kaitlynforrest]

I’ve miscarried once at 6 weeks and 5 days April 2022 on Good Friday. My husband and I have been trying again for over a year now with no success. It just seems so unfair. No explanation for anything. I wish you and your husband the best and I understand the frustration.

[jessica.johnson]

Bless you! Thank you for the update! I like that you’re positive.

[watchmesucceed]

Hello. My name is Mel and I’m from Singapore. I just chanced upon your channel. I’m sorry to hear about all you’ve been going through. My wife and I have gone through 2 ectopic pregnancies and have both fallopian tubes removed. We are exploring IVF next and we have just hit 40.

Fingers crossed for all of us! Take care and stay strong.

[letakennedy]

Erin, I wish I had some pearls of wisdom to impart. I will say that you have survived your hardest day - and while you may not feel strong or mighty you are ♥️. I don’t have children, nor have I tried to have children - it’s not my journey. But I cry every time with you, and feel hopeful every time with you. Blessings to you, your husband, and sweet Callie ❤️